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life's a game, but its not fair.
much loves, pearlly.
poo
Tuesday, July 27, 2010 10:47 PM /
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But even if I can't minus you that doesn't mean I still treat you as how I do bfre. I don't and I don't intend to.
history haunts me back.
I'm not good at minusing anybody our of my life. You wanna be part of it, please stay. Don't get out. I don't know how to minus anybody out. No matter how much I try, you'll still somehow another be part of my thoughts , being the reasone for my occasional breakdown. If you don't intend in staying long, don't even give me hopes. Nothing makes you an exception to make you being minused out of my life.
I'm really exhausted of trying to minus you out.
what a reaction.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010 7:54 PM /
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This sounds totally lame and The thing I did otw home today was totally uncalled for. I cried while walking home. Nah nobody saw, just pathetic tears which I wiped away asap when it rolls down. Damn that's so stupid. :/
MIA:AVENGED SEVENFOLD (:
Monday, July 12, 2010 10:26 PM /
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010 7:42 PM /
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not furious, i'm feeling okay.
just felt regretful, retarded and stupid.
seriously, why the hell i did such things, i just don't know.
i made a fool out of myself.
but, im just hurt, cause ive let my ego down, and just fcuked everything one side, and yet, youre are one badass egoistic person.
but then again, whatever.
but i know and i can sooooo feel it, one thing for sure, i dont like you anymore. im veryveryveryveryvery sure about that.
and im happy i did.
:)
boredom.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 2:11 AM /
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Heyy hello !
Updating using iblogger. Damn so it makes all my posts jumbled up. Anyways it's 2.16am & I'm not sleepy, not a bit. Dammit. Cause I kinda slept my day away. So much for studying. Well I did. I opened the cavity chapter, wrote some notes, felt sleepy, close my eyes, fell asleep. & that is not good. I badly wanna study but I guess the motivation is not there. Damn I need to motivate myself more.
So I'm not sleepy & I have seriously nothing to do. Nobody to disturb, haha.
Oh and yeah I have this fear kept inside me that just keeps scaring me. I don't know the real reason why. And it sucks.
And anws i'm getting sick & tired. Like they say something but then their actions behind me doesn't really link to whatever they told me. I don't know whether that makes sense but I hope it does. And damn those ' pot calling a kettle black ' people. Sometimes I just don't know who to trust anymore. But then again I shouldn't bother cause there's nothing to it.
:)
pah-teh-tic.
Sunday, July 4, 2010 10:54 AM /
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can you imagine how hypocrite a person can get?
Can you imagine how contradictive a person can get?
seriously yet again, faced with which one of the YOU is real ?
Its very exhausting trying to figure that out. Very exhausting.
I've seen too many ' A pot calling a kettle black' this few days.
sheesh.
Labels: funny how annoying one can be.
I guess you're forgiven.
I don't know why I'm very forgiving, but seriously I can feel it. You're forgiven. I dint make the decision to the forgive you, it just happen. Suddenly thinking what you've done, doesn't make my blood boil. I guess the phrase is true, the reason why we forgive a person is because they still want them in our life. Yeah I can't deny that. But wanting you back in my life, like a friend. Nothing more: somehow, I think being friends is the best and futhermore, I think I've manage to do something I never thought I could be able to do when you told me that you had to end this. I think I've gotten over you, yes the feelings is still there but.. It not that kind of feelings.
I don't know whether this feelings is temporary or what. But.. That is how I feel nowadays. I guess this is it.
Saturday, July 3, 2010 2:27 AM /
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gahh,
ever had that moment, where you find that nothing can ever make you feel better. nobody can make you feel alright ?
ever had that moment when you just can't feel happy no matter what you're doing.
this sucks.
cause currently, I'm in this moment, and i wish to get out of this moment.
:(