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draceania pearl-linnia!
Finally seventeen. 01november1992. Lepidopterophobia : butterflies freak me out.
I find myself better at expressing through words than saying it out to someone.
siblings, cousins and channing tatum makes me happy(: !
i have fetish for british accents and i feel a sense of euphoria listening to music and i love to read.
I've learnt many things in life.
I believe everybody makes mistakes.I'm not the only one who makes mistakes. Just think of all the ones you made.
And don't think so negative about yourself. If you do, you will never think you can.
I try to be optimistic but not too optimistic.
you don't know me at all. don't anyhow judge me just because of the things I chose to show you. You will never know me that well cause I've decided not to let you too.
call me a slut, call me a devil (setan), call me a whore, call me a bitch. just say it. accuse me that i let people touch me, say that i let my bf sleep with me or whatever. say that you dont care, if that happens. just say it.say that i'm becoming a slut or whatever. just say it. oh you did. and that hurts me big time.
why do people just judge a person that fast. doesnt mean i wear short skirts or whatever, imma slut okay. i know my limits and fuck you for thinking i would do such a thing.
i just dont know what to do. being quiet and staying away from this place, annoys you. staying, letting you see my face, annoys you. what in the world do you want me to do. isnt the story over. stop bloody sucking it up to my face. the story is like ancient and history to everybody but hell, i wanna let you know that youre the only person who keeps repeating. yes i know cause you're the one who has to go through it. but sometimes, people makes mistakes.
like i said. im not a whore and thanks for saying that i am. you having that mentality that i wanna sleep with my bf and you saying all that shows, really that you dont know me that well.
the only people who knows me very well are my cousins- the one who i always spend time with and also my sister. they know how i am and they have always been there for me. despite everything. they have never judged me, they know what kind of person i am. esp my cousins. my sister too.
go ask them, they will tell you what kind of person i am. they list the bad and also my good qualities. and i can assure you, me letting guys touch me or whatever will not appear in that bad qualites. me being a slut will never appear in that bad qualities.
i dont go around giving my numbers to guys. i dont go around flirting with them. i dont play with their hearts. i dont let them touch me. as in places that obviously you shouldnt touch. yes, i fell with one. yes, i know my limits when im with him but, right now. since we are no longer together, theres nothing to even think about.
i dont mix with the wrong friends. they are all good friends and they know what's right and what's not. they all have dignity.
last. please, dont act like you know me even if you watched me grow. people change. people makes mistakes. dont judge a person by how they look. im telling you now that. you seriously dont know me that well.
Family.
They are the ones who have always made my life awesome. I can count on my siblings and cousins to make me laugh and I will always look forward to our outings. I'm always myself whenever I'm with them.
Friends.
My friends, are all different. We all have different characters but when we come together, we bond well. I can be crazy whenever i want to with them and I can share any shits with them. We laugh, we cry. I miss you, people.
