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Finally seventeen. 01november1992. Lepidopterophobia : butterflies freak me out. I find myself better at expressing through words than saying it out to someone. siblings, cousins and channing tatum makes me happy(: ! i have fetish for british accents and i feel a sense of euphoria listening to music and i love to read.

I've learnt many things in life. I believe everybody makes mistakes.I'm not the only one who makes mistakes. Just think of all the ones you made. And don't think so negative about yourself. If you do, you will never think you can. I try to be optimistic but not too optimistic.

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sucky day.
I just feel like ... No idea what, but I doubt anything can make me feel better.
From morning the day started. It was worst. Late, again.
I just don't know.
Then I had some problems up in my mind, which I just don't know how to say.

Then suddenly, I saw you. it was the first time since that day. Furthermore, it was nearly face2face, and I had to walk past you. I'm sorry if I reacted so immaturely, but if I were to see you in the next few months, I would have reacted differently. But right now, its just too soon, what's with every problem I'm kinda facing now.
When I saw you, I was really scared. Everything you said came back, crashing me, making me vulnerable again.
I thought I was okay, but I guess judging by today, I'm not.
You seem happy, having a good life. Good for you.

I'm very tired. And I'm gonna fall sick, I guess.

I just don't know what to do.
& I hate myself for missing you right now after everything.

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Thank you.

Family.
They are the ones who have always made my life awesome. I can count on my siblings and cousins to make me laugh and I will always look forward to our outings. I'm always myself whenever I'm with them.


Friends.
My friends, are all different. We all have different characters but when we come together, we bond well. I can be crazy whenever i want to with them and I can share any shits with them. We laugh, we cry. I miss you, people.