this blog is best viewed in mozilla firefox.
life's a game, but its not fair.
much loves, pearlly.
im writing crap.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 5:32 PM /
to topwah crap.
i want space. i swear that small kid is testing my patience, everytime.
even now, she taking my stuffs and messing my room, without getting scolded after doing it so many times. she thinks its funny and constantly make my blood rise. i feel like throwing books and slamming everything around. i extremely angry and fuming mad now and i wish she could leave me alone now ! everybody has their limits and i swear im reaching near my limits. i'm getting angrier easily and im getting more and more vulnerable.
i kept quiet, doing everything you wanted me to. started to ignore your moody face everytime i see you. i accepted any criticism and i took it all in. i did everything you wanted but it isn't enough. *pulls hair and i feel like tearing everything apart.
and oh, i have a list of people that will suck it up to my face if let's say, i fail my fcuking Os. i'm extremely annoyed when somebody thinks that i'm aways sleeping and not studying. For fcuk sake, if i'm tired what's the whole point of studying if nothing gets in ? think properly. i studied as hard as i can and that's the best i could do. if its isn't enough for you, then i'm sorry to disappoint you.
sometimes i just feel like lying down, not caring about anything that i have to accomplish for the day. sometimes lying in the dark with the music blasting through the earphones makes me feel elated. i feel so suffocated right now as my sister is annoying me and my patience is wearing thin. she's testing it.
and oh, to the spammer in my cousin's blog: black joker.
before you even start spouting nonsense, please reread everything you just tagged and reflect on yourself. you scolded my mother and that's why i told you about my mother. and yet, you can say that you din't ask about my mother. oh for fuck sake, get a life lah. you saying that i have no future. god, it takes one to realise another. do you see me spamming other people blogs? no right. the one who doing all this is you so you're the futureless one. sell my body in geylang ?
how about you sell yourself so you can get money cause' you're futureless. ohmy, get a life asswipe. and oh, you started spouting nonsense. and ohoh, your words don't scare me one bit. rule pasir ris you say. rule the world then i'm scared of you. but you can't.
god, this feels good. (:
okay, maybe you people should ignore my first few paragraph aites.
tomorrow is my last paper and i swear i feel happy and free. though once i reach home, im back to the suffocating part. save me ! *cries.
planning to go out with my friends and yaawar. (: let's just see how it goes aites.
pictures of birthday surprises are uploaded in facebook. if you have facebook, go see.
okay, my blood is really boilinggggggggggggggggg. my sister just cut some of my hair with a scissors(?) and splashed blueberry tea on my room floor. and what did my mother did ? took the scissors and went out of the room. expected. and i don't care.
i'm losing sleep and i wanna sleep now. i wanna wake up and study, ignoring the people who annoys me alot.
goodbye.
Labels: long-wided post full of complains.
