I'm tired I'm tired. Wait.
Saturday, November 28, 2009 1:59 AM /
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ayayayayayayayayaya !
See, now it's on the 10th. myohmy.
Nvrmind. This thing doesn't even feel like it.
:( I'm so tired. Wellwell, nothing can change.
Hari raya haji is just the same. Though, I had awesome fun with my siblings and my cousins.
I don't understand people nowadays. They really need a slap. Tsk. Pfft.
And I really wanna watch G.I Joe. Channing tatum. Hot.(:
Its a must watch ! Heeeeeee.
and I can't talk about the stranger experience I encountered cause I'm using hp and its annoying me.
And, imy.
Goodnight.
Labels: change of plans.
we always say we try.
Friday, November 27, 2009 2:59 AM /
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i swear i look like a kid in that picture. nownow, i'm still a seventeen year old girl. :D
see, told you. the feelings gone. imissyoulaaaaaaaaaaaaah. okay.
anws, said im going to tell you about my stranger story right.
but i can't. :) i'm feeling superly sleepy eh.
i should shut my eyes soon.
will post about it soon.
till then, goodnights.
and to those who celebrate this occasion,
selamat hari haji !
:D
Labels: standing on the rooftops.
random thoughts.
Thursday, November 26, 2009 9:14 PM /
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all of a sudden, i felt a little bit disgusted. i don't know why but i do.
ohmy, i hate feeling like this. hmm, maybe cause' it has being a long time since we talked or met.
gah, maybe its just my bloody stuck-up feeling that will soon fly away.
ohwell. will post another one later.
about my wierd encounter with a stranger. scary eh.
bye.
Labels: always thinking.
i waited the whole day, but then after researching, i realised that i shouldn't .
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 11:23 PM /
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hey.
well. said that i will continue with explaining my Thailand trip.
actually, i don't have to say much.
let's just summarise.
- went to 4 islands. and boy, was the island pretty. i'll promise to upload soon.
- i basically ate Swensens everyday, no kidding.
- Din't do much shopping cause' the things weren't that cheap like Bangkok and there's not much varieties there.
- shot a real handgun and i'm better than Syahmin. My uncle still sucking it up to his face.
- Rode on an adventurous 40-yearold elephant. The elephant was hairy and i can't bear to put my leg on top of its body so i kinda lift my legs up a little bit.
- Had my nails done. French manicure and pink pedicure. The lady said my nails fits French manicure. heeee. right.
- Most of the meals, i drank coke. i think, in a day, i drank at 3-4 bottles of coke. no kidding.
- And, i ate alot. some say, i'm much more chubby on the cheeks. yesyes, i know that's hard to believe. but, i ain't lying.
- and not forgetting, i tasted the best of tomyaaaaaaaaaaaaam there. all the tomyam here all nothing compared to the real one.
- overall : the holiday trip was awesome. thanks to my uncle and aunty for paying for me. and thanks to syahmin for entertaining me.
So yeah. that's basically all. Krabi is more to those who loves to be at the beach kind. i kinda do but those five days, it was raining. so what's the point of being at the beach ?
okay, next.
right now. my hotmail inbox is flooded with thousand messages. and yes, its mostly from facebook. hell, i will have a hard time deleting those not-needed msgs balls. gollygoshgosh, it ain't gonna stop, i tell you. but one thing its good for, it updates you. but the annoying part is to delete. so yeah. a good point and a bad point.
my throat is killing me and my nose is annoying. urgh. :(
i'll be most probably finding job around december which will be nearing soon. wan, find job with me kay. :)
maybe at borders ? i love books. heeeeeeeeee.
i don't know, i'm not sure. let's just see kay.
14 days. hmph.
wellwell. i did facebook-ing the whole day. and i found out many stuffs that brought my mood a little bit down. hear me out on this one even though you people are confused. but i don't think there are many readers around. and i don't care.
well, you kept being angry at that guy for spoiling that rlationship of yours. even now, you still do. why ? i wasn't born yest and i'm not dumb. i know, you still do want her or i just don't know what you want. but all i know you keep holding a grudge on that guy. why till now, if you claimed u are happy ? u should be happy that he did that cause you found someone else which you claimed you liked. i swear, i don't know. i feel like asking you, but your answer will always be the same. ' don't ask me the question again.' blablabla. well, if you okay with it, then why are you so sensitive about the matter ? please, think through. i may not say much but i know. i just find that keeping quiet is better now. oh well, let's see when you get back.
:)
12.11am now. i'm bored out of my wits and i can't think of anything good to do.
the only thing i can do is youtube-ing. urgh.
goodnights.
Labels: thailand and my thoughts.
HUNTED.
Monday, November 23, 2009 1:19 AM /
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eminem - beautiful.
blogger doesn't want to upload my pictures now. so, yeah wait for tomorrow okay ?
right now, i'm staying awake at this time to wait for my brother till he goes. he will be going to Cambodia for some shooting thing. he'll be back on 1 december. take care, and i'll miss you.
yesterday was youtube marathoning with my cousins and sandy. and guess what ? i saw a video about Singapore MRT 'no eating and drinking' law that they have. they fined a woman who was eating sweet in the MRT. like WTH. just a sweet and you get fined for 30 bucks. wow. how awesome. for those who are feels like vomiting and need a sweet, don't take the risk. just vomit it out. how horrible. i think they be pleased cleaning vomits all around the MRT. hell, this law is crazy.
anws. let's get on with explaining my Thailand trip yeah.
well, i was there for 5 fucks days.
FIRST.it was my first time taking plane. so i was abit excited. it was okay except it has an effect on my ears ! hell, my ears feel damn pain.
reached there around 5 plus, i guess. and it started to rain. awesome.
so we checked in the hotel. the hotel was not that awesome. and i hate the toilet smell. urgh.
ate the hotel food which weren't that nice. but, the ice-cream was great!
the view of the beach from the hotel was seriously nice ! no kidding !
we stayed in the hotel since it was raining heavily.
then around 8-9 plus, we went out to find dinner and to shop around.
i have short term memory so i forgot what we ate for dinner. its not that important though. i think we ate pizza.
SECOND.woke up early for breakfast. scrambled eggs and koko krunch. yummy.
and then my uncle booked us a tour around 4 islands. i din't specifically know the names of those four islands but all four of those islands were beautiful ! the water was so clear and the sand was damn fine ! will upload the pictures soon. went snorkelling too ! well, i felt suffocated using the snorkels so i din't snorkel much. but i saw nice fishes even though i was quite disgusted swimming around with the fishes, but oh what the hell, the fishes looked pretty.
on the way back in the speedboat, it started to rain. oh man, it rained heavily and i was soaked. everybody was soaked. and everybody felt damn cold ! what add to my misery was that, i felt like pee-ing. like urgently ! prayed hard that i'll reached soon and was relieved to let out my pee. i smelt like fish and was glad to shower! went out for dinner and i had scrumptious TOMYAAAAAAAAM!
THIRD.breakfast.
the third day was seriously syiok uhhhhhhhhhh! hahaha.
i held a real handgun and shot 11 bullets. i'm damn excited. the handgun was heavy eh. and shooting it is not as easy as it looks.
then i went on an elephant ride ! i rode on a 40yearold elephant with my cousins. man, the elephant is damn adventurous and loves to eat and shit.
fed those elephants.
and then went to find lunch !
ate swensens ! sticky chewy chocolate ! it is damn chocolatey okay !
ohmy. will continue with this soon. my brother wanna use the lappie.
so yeah, bye.
goodnights.
and oh, 9 december is so far away. gosh, i miss him. tsk, this sounds so corny and annoying. but yeah. i won't be more than just saying that.
so 17 more days left.
17 dollars is cheap for expensive stuffs. but when counted for days, it is just too much.
oh, what am i blabbering. ignore me.
goodnight.
Labels: krabi.
i used to love her, but i have to kill her - GNG.
Saturday, November 21, 2009 2:53 AM /
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aaaaaah, crap. life is so darn bitchy.
just got back from krabi today.
will upload photos. no kidding now cause i have the photos with me now.
blablabla.
my ears still irritates the shit out of me. blame the aeroplane. it's making me deaf, i swear.
facebook being a bitch.
syed in Dubai and i just got to know he's coming back on 9 dec. how great. first, 7 dec then now 9 dec.
i dont know laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.*sigh.
then nvr send any msg online to tell me that.
ayayayayayayayayayayayayaya. tkpe, chill.
ah fuck my ear. it's blocked !
damn laaah.
and the world is scaring me.
and i tried doing things the way people want me to, so yeah.
hmm, prefering other friends, i observe. what's new.
gahhh, i rambling nuts. and people dont understand what i'm fcuking rambling about.
oh scrap that part.
now krabi.
well, krabi isn't that bad. it has nice scenery mainly. and also TOMYAMMMMMMMMMMM. yummaaaayyy. heeeeeeee.
my cheeks is getting chubby, i guess. cause' i kept on eating constantly. i swear.
i got to stop here cause' i suddenly feel like sleeping cause' my ears is killing me. ah, hell.
bye. sorry.
Labels: krabi.
:)
Sunday, November 15, 2009 3:58 PM /
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hey readers.
i flying to krabi tomorrow.
i'm so going to miss many people. for 5 fucks days. ayeerrrrrrrrrrr.
i'm going to miss my cousin, my siblings, my friends and syed. heeeeee.
awesome.
i try to buy for you people something. if i have enough money, that is. i hope so.
will update proper people. :)
good day.
Labels: byebye.
att.
Saturday, November 14, 2009 12:49 PM /
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:D
On the friday, the thirteenth.
Heh.
Labels: lovely.
im writing crap.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 5:32 PM /
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wah crap.
i want space. i swear that small kid is testing my patience, everytime.
even now, she taking my stuffs and messing my room, without getting scolded after doing it so many times. she thinks its funny and constantly make my blood rise. i feel like throwing books and slamming everything around. i extremely angry and fuming mad now and i wish she could leave me alone now ! everybody has their limits and i swear im reaching near my limits. i'm getting angrier easily and im getting more and more vulnerable.
i kept quiet, doing everything you wanted me to. started to ignore your moody face everytime i see you. i accepted any criticism and i took it all in. i did everything you wanted but it isn't enough. *pulls hair and i feel like tearing everything apart.
and oh, i have a list of people that will suck it up to my face if let's say, i fail my fcuking Os. i'm extremely annoyed when somebody thinks that i'm aways sleeping and not studying. For fcuk sake, if i'm tired what's the whole point of studying if nothing gets in ? think properly. i studied as hard as i can and that's the best i could do. if its isn't enough for you, then i'm sorry to disappoint you.
sometimes i just feel like lying down, not caring about anything that i have to accomplish for the day. sometimes lying in the dark with the music blasting through the earphones makes me feel elated. i feel so suffocated right now as my sister is annoying me and my patience is wearing thin. she's testing it.
and oh, to the spammer in my cousin's blog: black joker.
before you even start spouting nonsense, please reread everything you just tagged and reflect on yourself. you scolded my mother and that's why i told you about my mother. and yet, you can say that you din't ask about my mother. oh for fuck sake, get a life lah. you saying that i have no future. god, it takes one to realise another. do you see me spamming other people blogs? no right. the one who doing all this is you so you're the futureless one. sell my body in geylang ?
how about you sell yourself so you can get money cause' you're futureless. ohmy, get a life asswipe. and oh, you started spouting nonsense. and ohoh, your words don't scare me one bit. rule pasir ris you say. rule the world then i'm scared of you. but you can't.
god, this feels good. (:
okay, maybe you people should ignore my first few paragraph aites.
tomorrow is my last paper and i swear i feel happy and free. though once i reach home, im back to the suffocating part. save me ! *cries.
planning to go out with my friends and yaawar. (: let's just see how it goes aites.
pictures of birthday surprises are uploaded in facebook. if you have facebook, go see.
okay, my blood is really boilinggggggggggggggggg. my sister just cut some of my hair with a scissors(?) and splashed blueberry tea on my room floor. and what did my mother did ? took the scissors and went out of the room. expected. and i don't care.
i'm losing sleep and i wanna sleep now. i wanna wake up and study, ignoring the people who annoys me alot.
goodbye.
Labels: long-wided post full of complains.
300.
Thursday, November 5, 2009 9:07 PM /
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i look so good without you.-jessie james.
ohhhhhhhboy.
the feeling of ending my Os is superly intense and great. how awesome balls.
but i still have alot of things that i still left undecided. i know we are not suppose to leave things undecided and we should not run away from problems but, i just cant think right now.
anw, ill most prolly get my surprise party pictures by tmr. ill upload it soon on fb or here aites.
shucks, im having the lying-on-the-floor-in-the-dark feeling.
i may look alright but.
but im changing myself okay !
:D
will update more.
bye babies of cyberword. -.-
ohman, i know so you well till it hurts to know the truth.
Labels: im getting so tired of waiting.
i hate to trouble people.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 10:50 PM /
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i hate to trouble my siblings. i feel so guilty for using their money , for making them worry.
:(
i'm sorry. when i work, i will surely pay you all back.
thank you for caring for meeeeeeeeeeeee !
i love my siblings more than anything.
and thanks for the surprise party.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
people has been there for and helping but im not helping myself. thankyou !(:
:)
and as for you, i dont know but i feel scared for things that might happen. ohwell.
Labels: i wanna live a life in a new perspective.