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draceania pearl-linnia!
Finally seventeen. 01november1992. Lepidopterophobia : butterflies freak me out.
I find myself better at expressing through words than saying it out to someone.
siblings, cousins and channing tatum makes me happy(: !
i have fetish for british accents and i feel a sense of euphoria listening to music and i love to read.
I've learnt many things in life.
I believe everybody makes mistakes.I'm not the only one who makes mistakes. Just think of all the ones you made.
And don't think so negative about yourself. If you do, you will never think you can.
I try to be optimistic but not too optimistic.
i actually written a post but i just dont feel like posting it up. its kinda personal and i dont feel right. but i feel so sad and disappointed right now. i feel so crushed.
pics will be uploaded soon. but i dont have much raya pics. like around 4-5 pictures? or maybe less than that. everybody's mood was out. totally out. im glad raya's over.
- m just uploading randomrandom photos. i have millions of cuzzies photos, more than that i think.
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chemistry paper today. i dint finish the paper and the question i dint finish are those which i know how to do. its just that i toooook sucha long time to figure some qns out.
lameass.
but whatever it is, im glad i having a loooooooooooong holiday. 4 days. hell, im glad.
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last day of fasting month tmr, and hari raya coming on sunday. i swear, i dont have the hari raya mood. its like everybody's excited about it but im definitely not .
exams is not the reason, i realised. just too many conflicts that made me feel so not in hari raya-ing.
even i dont feel like buying hari raya shoes. but my mum forced me to.
and i dont even care if we have no kuihs. but we do cause my mum forced me to help her.
seeeeeeeeeeeeriously, what the fcuk is wrong with me ?
i have seriously no idea.
but theres one thing im waiting for !
moneyaeeeeeeeeeee.
well, im currently damn short of it. and i wanna slurp all of it on clothes. oh i just cant wait. but i doubt i receive alot this year. ohhhh weell !
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and i wanna go thailand. but im not sure yeeeeeeeeeeeet. maybe i will. just for 4 days anw. another reason to slurp on clothes. :)
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gaaaaaaaaaaah, im feeling so darn tired and darn sleeeeeepy.
im having only 3-4 hours of sleep this few days. been forcing myself to wake up at 3am to study. but its no use cause the paper sucks.
it made me feel like i dint put in enough effort.
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paramore has a new single ! im so slow ! and i love boys like girls new album.
and it seems like im not the only one who thinks that the weather is getting effing weird.
i just decided to blog some shits happening and then get ready to study in the library.
firstly, my prelim exams.
i should say goodbye to my marks for maths cause the paper was super-ly difficult and right from the second question, i have no idea how to do any of it.
paper 2 tmr and also my fNn theory paper. dont get me started on fNn. i havent study anything and thats is very troubling.
dont you all argee that this year sucks? its a bad year for many.
my uncle and aunt is admitted to the hospital and the timing is just not right.
GET WELL SOON, MY UNCLE AND AUNTY. they are the aunt and uncle that are seriously kind and understanding.
and i doubt many will be exciting for hari raya. i dont, whats with the exams, my relatives getting sick. i just dont have the feeling anws. i realised that as i get older the feeling to celebrate the festive season is just so boring. its the same for my brothers and sister. as they get older, to them hari raya is just like any other day. mostly to my brothers. oh well, i wish to end this year with everyone being healthy and happy.
and you, i dont see any difference in my way. maybe its just another reason?
its 3.38am and im awake. entertainment needed balls. i dont wanna sleep cause i have to wake up for sahur at 5 and i doubt i can wake up if i sleep noooooooooooooow.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. i realised that IM the only one thats not studying. im serious! everybodys is studying. i dont wanna lack behind and theres 45 days left for Os. shit balls. i dont give a shit. im going to start studying like a mad horse. i cant start now or tmr. STARTING SUNDAY! i better dooooooooooo. gahhh, whyohwhy must i be super lazy ? fuck me balls! aaaaaaaaaaaah. im so pissed that the amount of lazyness i have stored in my body.
ahhhh, hell!
see the pictures!
wawae and pearlly.
cool balls. :)
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mirror effects.
im bored, but ive got nothing to blog about anymore.
I USED TO BE LOVE DRUNK BUT NOW IM HUNG OVERRRRRRRRRRR. - BOYS LIKE GIRLS.
AAAAAAAAAAAAH ! FUCK BLOGGER.
FEW REMINDERS: 1. I REALLY NEED TO START STUDYING, NOT THAT I HAVENT BUT ITS JUST NOT ENUF. 2. UPLOAD PHOTOS IN PHOTOBUCKET AND POST IT HERE. 3. PLAN THURSDAY BREAK FAST WITH CUZZZZZZZZZZIES. 4. I REPEATTTTTTTTTTTTT ! STUDY BITCH!
sadly, the vids for the 5N2 performance and the touch my hand song is not yet uploaded. or i dont know whether it will be uploaded anot.
the teacher's day performance was syoik balls! haha. and the teachers appreciated it and my form teacher cried. AWWWWWWW. haha. we're glad they appreciated it. coolest performance ever. chey.
anws. i gave up waiting for this blogger shit. so i will be uploading on photobucket and then slowly, ill put here aites.
tsktsk. blogger SUCKS. i have many pictures to upload and blogger is still being the bitch as always. if it has a face, i would have slapped it ages ago.
i feel so wierdly mood out right now.
anw, teacher's day performance was the AWESOME-ST performance ever. i wish to do it all over again. 5N rocks balls. and the teachers were touched and entertained by our performances.
omg, this computer is lacking its ass off. i wanna go study alr.
bye.
and oh, im going to change my blogsong soon. i know it irritates the hell out of you people with all the live shits. i realised it was live only after a few visits on my own blog. no worries. the next playlist wont be live and will be slow. but still would be ROCK. <3
Family.
They are the ones who have always made my life awesome. I can count on my siblings and cousins to make me laugh and I will always look forward to our outings. I'm always myself whenever I'm with them.
Friends.
My friends, are all different. We all have different characters but when we come together, we bond well. I can be crazy whenever i want to with them and I can share any shits with them. We laugh, we cry. I miss you, people.