tears dont fall, they crash around me.
Monday, August 24, 2009 8:39 PM /
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OMG. YOU ARE SO COCK AND BULL. grow up can?
tsk.
mcm tk masok akal gitu kau bobual.anyways people. my English Oral was okay. im glad the examiner dint give me th fcuked up, sleepy face and can still talk and smile at me. that certainly built up my confidence a lil bit. enough for me to talk muchmuch more. being the last person was seriously nerve-wrecking and tiring. anddd SLEEPY BALLS. i was like yawning like every 2 mins. even amrit and aniq were yawning beside me. and amrit was talkin darn loud that i can hear what's she saying. HAH.
i think i talk much more than my prelims and def malay oral. maybe it because i was determined to do better and not get the same disappointing results like my malay oral eh. i was telling myself to be confident and i wont be meeting this examiners anytime soon.
oh shit. got to suddenly cut short this post.
bye.
Labels: english oral. eyays.
last post before Os, i hope?
Sunday, August 23, 2009 9:17 PM /
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okay. 50 more days people.
looks like im wont be constantly blogging anymore. im going study man.
and oh, wish me luck for my eng O level oral tmr. im the last person balls.
love yaaaaaaaaaaaa.
:)
Labels: im sick and tired of waiting alr.
prozac nation is a seriously entertaining book. i cant stop reading it.
blogger is so unpredictable. sometimes its okay, and the next minute its not. wtf?
AND YAY, FIRST DAY OF FASTING HAS ENDED. nyeahnyeah. and i managed to survive it. i only started to feel hungry at around 6 plus, i think. 28 more days to go. i have to admit, it was difficult not to get angry and also keep those vulgarties to myself. my brain was screaming lots of vulgarties. i know its still the same but i tried to stop spouting it.
gahhh, i hate it when people say they will do a certain thing and keep that person waiting, but that person nvr does what it says it will do. tsk, u are seriously contradictive, unpredictable and i swear, i dont know what's on your mind? search me.
english oral on monday. the question is whether im ready for it? hmm, frankly speaking, i am, for the reading and maybe on the picture discussion too. but definitely not for the conversation part. i can talk, i know what things to say but i cant think on the spot, i cant make sure that my answers are linked altogether and i cant talk to score marks. i just dont know.
im having painful chest pains due to the coughs. damn it, im coughing like hell balls.
its raining right now. my eyes feels heavy. i have approx 2 hrs left to sleep as i have to wake up for
sahur.
so let's end this messy post.
byeeeeeeeeeeee.
Labels: messy and feeling so fcuked up, thanks to ur empty promises.
ransom letter imy.
Friday, August 21, 2009 7:48 PM /
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i thought blogger is well but it cant upload pics. if this persists, i would change livejournal or some other things. its fuckingly annoying.finally, my coursework is completed. no more editing, no more stress. well, except for the theory paper which has 16-17 chapters to study. haiz. school is annoyingly tiring and stressful.gosh, you dont know how patient i am being right now. waiting for 2 months more to end my studying. 5 years in this school. ill miss it but... oh well, i miss it when i miss it.and to all malays, happy fasting people. better fast and dont cheat. :Dwell, going to sleep for awhile and study.and, i have to wake up early tmr to eat. afterwhich, im going to study.im so going to mug like hell. mug? what a word.okay, ive crapped enough.bye.Labels: school.
imma crybaby you would think? but u would cry if you were wearing my shoes. :P
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 11:40 PM /
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C6. and i dint get a merit nor a distinction for my oral. i got a pass.
wtf?
and i cried. well, i expected to get a C6, but dint expect to get a pass for my oral. that made me fuckingly super sad.
im going to retake. but i doubt i do any better. looking at my oral, i knew that was one of the component that brought my marks down. shucks. would retaking make my marks any better with this kind of oral score ? that was my only worry. and that was why i cried. tsk. im so fuckingly disappointed of myself for doing veryvery badly.
but somehow after much contemplating, i realised this could be my wake up call. im muchmuch awake now, literally. get it?
i feel a lil bit demoralised when i got home but who cares if my family dint encourage me. i have awesome friends and thanks to all for the comforting.
and oh, congrats to durga for getting a distinction.
and ferra, im sure you can do it kays. just suffer now and listen to every lesson and try our very best.
oh well, i did much crapping alr.
guess i should get some sleep tonight. im very sleepy.
i know what's done is done but im just disappointed with myself. i mean, i remembered quite well that i studied hard for malay. and i also remembered screwing up my paper 1, oral and LC. oh well, fuck it man. start afresh, you bitch.
oh golly goshgosh, i cant believe my marks. haiz.
crash and burn. let it go, learn a lesson.
nights .
:)
Labels: mt results.
oh well, wth?
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 10:04 PM /
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BLOGGER, whatt's wrong ? ayerrrrrrrr.
i cant upload any of the picnic pictures yet cause blogger is still unavailable.
but anws, the picnic was quite fun but would have been much more fun if we brought games. but it was okay. and the food was awesome. the cupcakes shakinah made was seriously nice and i feel like eating it now. and oh, tmr's her bdae! happy advanced bdae! hope this year, your birthday would be fun and memorable eh.
im feeling very scared and my stomach is congested with butterflies. mt olvl results tmr mahhhhh. i think i HAVE to retake. wah damn those butterflies ! its making me nervous like hell.
why does everything i do seems funny to you ? asshole! tsk. ahaha.
and you, you are so lame.
and fasting month coming !
MT OLVL, MT OLVL! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hah. im sucha retard.
Labels: messy and feeling so unhappy.
death is fear.
Monday, August 17, 2009 10:18 PM /
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someday somehow, everybody's going to die. its very sad when that happens. why cant every one live healthy and wealthy and will live forever ?
be strong, bestie.
:)
Labels: bye.
imy.
Sunday, August 16, 2009 10:40 PM /
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tsk.
im so darn sleepy but im waiting, for nothing. im sucha retard.
boy, my eyes feels so heavy.
will update about today's picnic soon kays. cool day.
ive decided to study and stop procrastinating.
im willing to suffer, for 2 mre mths.
and, i dont think you'll wait. oh well.
golly gosh gosh, sleepy like hell.
this post is so messy, random and doesnt explain anything..
oh well, bye.
Labels: i feel so fuckingly moody and somehow i know why.
here, me ,you.
wow. how splendid! i dont find you, you dont find me. great.
hell, im pissed! i wont start!
damn, im sleepy.
1. i have not start studying.
2. i have coursework due tmr.
3. im waiting even though i know it wont happen.
4. and i have to wake up early tmr.
and oh, picnic tmr. ooolalalalalala!
gosh, my eyes is heavy balls.
tsk. im going to finish my elaboration of mindmap and insert new songs in my psp.
anddddddddddddddd, im going to sleeeeeeeeeeeep.
bye all.
Labels: cibeiiiii, ihy laaaaaaaaaaaaaa., wahhhhhhhh
im so damn sucha bitch. go study lah asshole.
Saturday, August 15, 2009 5:45 PM /
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ill try not to wait today. tsk, i wait for things that is not going to happen. how retarted am i ?
was supposed to go bugis with my classmates today. but, i have truckloads of housework to do and i only ended doing all of it at 5pm when they all meeting at 3.30pm. oh well, nvrmind.
had sch early in the morning. oral practice and finishing up of coursework. tsk, im too lazy to explain what happen during oral. all i can say is she really have her wierd mood swings that many hates. she really got to do something. and oh, i think she despises me balls. tsk.
damn, im fuckingly tired right now. im hungry too. tsk. you know what? i think i should go and shut my eyes soon. and when i wake up, time for some coursework. tsk.
2 more mths to olvls and im still not studying. wtf is wrong with me? i do realised that i neglecting my studies but im not even taking action. PFFT, dont i have the feeling of panic-ness or EVEN the sense of urgency? seriously, i need a black eye. punch me hard.
bye.
Labels: just those random thoughts. and i dont wanna wait for those not-going-to-happen calling thing.
fucking ass.
Friday, August 14, 2009 9:11 PM /
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I HAVE HIGH METABOLISM YOU BITCHES. thats too bad , im too skinny. firstly, it dint even bother me. and secondly, why shld it bother you? i cant do anything about it got it? so live with it kays. :)
oh, i dont care what you people wanna say.
tsk, you are just joining in the fun. dahlah mcm phm. duedue skali mcm fhm. obviously!
teacher's day performance is drawing nearer, and the preparation for it is just too tiring and darn hectic. i dont know how am i gonna be on stage in front of the whole sch. sucha ass balls.
damn, this is a seriously hectic weekend. i have oral practice and coursework both clashing together. and now, i have to come sch early to practice oral and then rush thru my coursework. tsk.
i dont know whether i wanna go to bugis to shop for teacher's day performance. hell, obviously i wanna go but too many things just make me think twice. the thought of truckloads of housework, getting nagged for going out too much and such. and also shortage of moneyyy. tsk, job?!
and i cant wait for picnic.
right now. i wanna cont f andn and maybe upload some pics.
bye.
tsk, i give up. ur turn to find me. i wont.
Labels: seriously mcm fhm., sialahhhhhhhhhhh
parents.
Thursday, August 13, 2009 8:19 PM /
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tsk. i hate it when parents have no trust in us.
gosh, im 17, okay nearly 17. please have trust in me and dont think i would lie to you people about the places i go. i do know how to take care of myself aites. its been a loooooooong time since i lied about my whereabouts. and i think you should trust me cause i have nvr done anything so sinful to make you not do so. HEYYYYYY, PLEASE I DO KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFF.
okay, bye.
and oh, happy birthday yaawar. heh.
:)
Labels: ooolalalalalala.
dear god.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 8:03 PM /
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again, this blogger shit.
tsk. facebook isnt co-operating with me too. what's wrong with this thingy? yucks.
well, was bloghopping around and seriously, i do have a sudden urge to slap the writer's face.
dont ask me why. its just that sudden irritation i have. i know, you all will say hate it, not view it. yeahyeahyeah all those things. but still. oh nvrmind. i understand.
and i soooo wanna watch G.I Joe and Fighting ! the hottest actor in acting ! CHANNING TATUM. i would have increase the size and bold his name if blogger wasnt sucha bitch. back to him. his my favourite actor. i melt. and i find that he has good acting skills. nyeahnyeah.
imstilluberconfusedofwhattodo.
hell, im soo dumb.
well, i gtg. i have to finish alot of english. conversation plus picture discussion.
AND OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
NEWS ARE SPREADING THAT MT OLVLS RESULTS IS TMR !
ahhh, fuck.
i have that strong feeling that im not gonna do well. im not being pessimistic here, but judging from the way i did the paper, i just know i wouldnt ace it. getting a B3 would make me elated enuf to keep it as one of my important subjects.
oh well, despite those strong feelings, wish me luck.
BYE you.
Labels: G.I Joe, homework, mt olvls., writers
NDP pictures !
Monday, August 10, 2009 6:27 PM /
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hahaha. cool shit.
(:
:)
l-e-s-q-u-a?
and i wanted to sit on top just like faiz but nvrmind. tsk.
cooly molly.
pearl, amrit, faiz.
:)
at that point of time, the flash didnt FLASHED.
get it? hmm.
amrit and pearlly.
amrit, me, risshe and aniqqqqqq.
:)
yaawar and pearlly.
and lastly, ME!
:)
okay, thats just from yaawar's camera. but there's a whole lot more from amrit's.
wait eh.
okay lah. i got chemistry to study and a whole lot of english to do. golly gosh gosh.
bye.
and what am i supposed to get ?!
sheeshhhhhh.
Labels: pictures.
:)
U-N-I-T-Y! NOT ENUF PROOF TEACHERS?
:)
Seriously, a great dayout today. this was a seriously last min plan. planned with aniq in the morning and decided to meet at yishun MRT. met yusri, ain, yaawar, amrit, aniq and risshe at the MRT and yays to amrit for being able to come!
went to marina barrage but decided not to stay there for the fireworks because it was packed balls! and super humid! we only sat there for a few mins or sooo. anddddd, i saw shakinah ehhh. hahaha. it took me a loooong time to identify her.
we walked around for many times, finding a suitable spot. at last we went to spore river, near the bridge there. buttttttttt, we dint get to see the fireworks clearly cause it was on the other side. we were darn pissed, esp aniq who went ' wtf,wtf,wtf,wtf?' several times until i had to ask him to shut up. he still continued saying it despite me asking him to shut up. ended up seeing some glimpse of the fireworks and spent taking photos. we took a whole lot. and as usual, its not with me. yeahyeahyeah, get ready to wait longlong ehh. but ill try to get it ASAP!
train-ed to yishun and grab LJS. some funny shit happened while sitting under the block. haha. crappy shit. im too wired out to explain thoroughly what happen frm the start of the outing till the end. it was just funnnnn.
and i laughed at the wierdest thing.
and i felt like pushing faiz in some longkang and leave him there. asshole.
oh well, i wanna get my eyes shut soon. im soo freaking tired ballllllllllllllls.
nights people.
and oh, happy belated birthday singapore. im proud to be a s'porean, seriously.
well, arent you? if you dont, why are you still living here?
okay, kidding.
bye.
and ohoh, i cant wait for next week picnic outing! i wanna talk a whole lot eh.
bye.
Labels: national day outing.
killybilly.
Thursday, August 6, 2009 9:48 PM /
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. blogger deserves to be stabbed.
i cant view any blogs, even MINE!
WHAT'S WRONGGGGGG?
Labels: shitty.
dont walk away.
poor blog. getting abandoned much more often. shooot.
i've been seriously lethargic and lazy to blog. what's with those manymany worksheets that i have to finish, dance practices and reaching home around 7 plus. i yearned to reach home early balls. miss those days when i get to reach home at 2 plus or even earlier.
out of my 5 years in this school, i've never ever played floorball with such energy and determination. chey. heh. usually i would stand one side and wait for the ball to come nearer to me but seriously, i played like hell today, running like a mental girl who ran away from the mental hospital. imagine the situation? yeah.
after the game which we won babyyyyy!, my face was red! gosh, nvr in my life i seen my face that red. and i was sweating like hellll. despite those wierd outcomes, the floorball game was awesome. i think if we really chase and tackle the ball, we would have tremendous of fun. i was like laughing the whole game cause we all were running silly.
oh, i just heard a loud crash. what is it? its happening at the ground floor. hahahha. sounded like a huge metal crashing to the ground. ain't i random?
aft PE, we had dance practice. im so happy and elated with my classmates efforts. esp the guys. they really showed their-wantingness-to-really-learn to dance. awwww, and it was awesomely cute, i swear. i have cool classmates and a united class. damn those teachers who said we dont have any class spirit. we do, but we dont find the need to prove to you people who always say we dont, get it?
2 more months and im done with school. and you know what? im still not really that studying much. punch me hard someone please? hell, i seriously dont have the sense of panic-ness. heh.
oh well.
nthing more to say.
byeeeeeeeeeeee lovelies.
Labels: mostly about sch.
stolen.
Sunday, August 2, 2009 1:00 AM /
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FINALLY. WHOOOOOO.
*YAYS TO BLOGGER.
enjoy those random photos. i need to find my friends pics. i have too much cousins photos, right? nyeahnyeahnyeah. okay GO.
Labels: photos.