hell, i really wanna run away from this place.
Friday, July 31, 2009 8:22 PM /
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why is blogger like this?!
i cant change the font and even post pictures.
wtf.
and hell, im lagging behind with the house of night series. seriously, two books are already published and is in stores. damn! i want it so damn badly.
watched harry potter on wed. fuuuhhh. i like ron! i find him hot eh. haha. and i find british accent amazing and totally awesome. people, its nice. go watch it.
and i heard the NDP song alr. seriously people, appeciate it. i mean, its not as horrible as you all mentioned. gosh, you people have no taste in music. nyeahnyeahnyeah. kidding. but seriously, i had to listen to it because the way you all comment about it, its as if its totally inaudible and reallyreally horrible. and when i listen to it, i was like ' not bad what. ' sheesh.
okay.
i got nothing to say alr.
got to start doing my FnN alr.
bye.
Labels: harry potter and NDP song., house of night
hungry balls but my mouth is injured.
Monday, July 27, 2009 10:55 PM /
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i dint mean to.
and hell to blogger.
ferra! get ur bibir well soon balls.
:)
and my cheeks is kinda swollen. whyohwhy did i freaking bite it? unintentional.
:)
nights.
Labels: thoserandomshits.
:)
Sunday, July 26, 2009 1:03 AM /
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there are much much mre photos but i will upload later yeah.
thats it for now, cyberbabies.
byeeeeeeeeeee.
Labels: randomshits.
IM HUNGRY balls. :)
Thursday, July 23, 2009 9:08 PM /
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time flies. look at me now. trying to studying, finish up those piles of homeworks that never seem to stop piling. trying to ignore my fatigue-ness and sleepy-ness away, even though its super hard. seriously, after soooo long, im starting to feel the pressure and panic that olvls coming in 3 MTHS time. hell, im scared!
had my CW part B practical. and it was quite interesting and i felt like the food scientist. i had to investigate on chicken so it wasnt that bad. however, some on my friends did fish, and seriously, if u all were to see the outcome, i swear u ppl wont want to be eating fish again.
school hasnt been the greatest thing this days. however, my friends would be there to entertain me and make me laugh till i cry. piles of homework that keeps increasing and also always reaching home around 7.30pm. damn tired balls.
got to continue my FandN things.
will update soon.
bye cyberbabies.
and i wanna chnge my blogsong alr.
Labels: STOMPSTOMP.
fuckohfuck.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 7:48 PM /
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ahhhhh hell, why oh why do i wanna believe this grandmother story shit? gosh, it makes me uber paranoid and concern. oh wtf? pearl, go distract yourself.
will reply the tags soon.
wanna go study.
bye bitches.
:)
Labels: god.
hell yeah.
Sunday, July 19, 2009 8:01 PM /
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was webcam-ing with
arjun yest. i cant see him but he can see us. me and my cousin, faridzwan. haha. below are some photos we took.
Labels: WEBCAM.
the best days of my life.
Friday, July 17, 2009 11:44 PM /
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right hello.
i guess im not that lazy today, so i decided to put my cuzzies pictures.
ferra, i know this is not the pictures you wanna see but i get it soon aites.
below are photos that we took during my outing with my cuzzies and my cuzzie from florida. im so sorry i didnt send her off. dang.
and i miss cuzzies outing. eh you all, better plan soon uh.
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whoo. im second. eh, its shocking for a beginner eh. but i lose badly at the end. yeahyeahyeah.
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sanderiana khan.
cassandra j. khan
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i guess thats all i have. i have somemore but i hate using blogger upload.
celebrated Farah's and Faiz's birthday today. oh, its alr 12am. Happy birthday ! it was sure hectic getting both of them to come at the same time but it was great. damn, they seventeen alr. i still have a few more months to go. but, i cant have fun on my birthday cause i have 2 bloody papers on the next day. Social studies paper and combined science. how great? oh well, im willing to suffer.
i seriously hate migraines. they dont have a right time to attack me. i woke up at 4am in the morning today with a seriously painful migraine. and when i have headache, i tend to have the habit to walk around the house. and i did that for one hour today. and i vomitted my heart out at 5am. this shitty thing happened makes me feel so damn sleepy. but i slept in the evening today, much more than i usually do.
oh well, going to ransack my kitchen as im feeling damn hungry balls. hahahaha.
bye you cyber people.
Labels: pictures.
im a lazyass piggy.
Monday, July 13, 2009 11:34 PM /
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ahhhh! i got to start studying and stop using the computer .hell! somebody slap me and wake me up can?
myohmy!
and ferra and risshe get well soon okay.
ferra got 2 hour englishhhh tmr. shittayyyy.
BYE.
Labels: fucktard.
i want honor society album. anyone?
Sunday, July 12, 2009 12:38 AM /
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hello there!
i just have the sudden urge to blog. currently at granny's place waiting patiently for my sister. pfft. :)
and she owes me macdonald delivery for this. oh yea.
im getting my big appetite back. ive been ignoring the nauseous feeling ive been feeling everytime i eat something until i feel fine now. im feeling hungry right this instant. ohmyohmy.
im going to start studying already. oh yes, i had my panic attack already since many people keep asking me whether ive started studying or not. actually, ive been studying but not that much at all. ive just been doing maths practises after practises, ignoring ALL the other subjects. esp my combined humanities. i really got to focus during that lesson. i just cant help it but fall asleep thru the drony voice. sit for an hour in that class and you understand what i mean. i just cant keep myself awake. dang.
ah hell, i really wanna get this olvl done and OVER with. ive already planned about the things i wanna do straight aft my last paper. in fact, all my friends had it all planned alr. arent we impatient? haha.
im still thinking about the direct poly admission thing. still thinking about whether to apply for it. i know i dont have months to ponder about it. somemore im left with one more day to think about it. i want to go to ngee ann poly. and the application is from 8 july to 13 july. which is on monday. but there are pros and cons on this thing. like i wont have my holidays after my Olvls, which means i cant work. - which means i cant earn my own money.- which means i cant pamper myself for once. hell, ive been waiting to do that for years. so thats one of the reasons that is stopping me from applying. but applying for this, i can have a chance if im accepted and pass my olvls that is, to go straight to poly.
ahhh hell, i hate to do decision making with a short amount of time.
so sucky.
wheres sandy, sandy?! * shows the irritated face.
dang, bye.
Labels: future.
confused.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 8:45 PM /
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hello.
gee, why do i rarely update my blog?
and why isnt youtube co-operating with me? bitch.
everythings fine now. problem is solved. gosh, you all might be wondering what problem. well, something happen in school and boy, it was a longlong story. but finally, its resolved. okay, not that finished.
went to watch ice age 3 with my friends. will put the pictures up when syed gives me his thumbdrive. which reminds me that i think i owe you people a whole lot of pictures right? oh, nvrmind. back to the ice age movie. gosh, seriously it was a hilarious movie filled with adorable and cute animals. this outing was a last minute one but i had fun anw.
school is awesome with friends. always making me laugh like hell. gosh, im sure to miss this school when i get out. sure, i complain too much but i was just being a bitch. im sure to miss my friends. this last few days, ive been reaching home around 7.30pm. and i would feel really lethargic and just feel like sleeping. hell, im feeling tired right now.
gosh, i want honor society CD! why doesnt gramaphone have their awesome album? pig. and what more my psp cable is being a bitch, not working at all. i cant even put songs in it. dang. i want honor society songs!
i thought it will be a lenghty post filled with interesting shit happening in my life. but it turns out to be short. oh well, enjoy this one first.
okay, im gonna stop rambling and go listen to honor society.
bye cyberworld.
xoxo.
Labels: randomrandomrandom.
ill be finefinefine.
Sunday, July 5, 2009 7:11 PM /
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im fine, i think.
im starting to believe that horoscope are accurate. and i wanna let it go, like what it says yest.
a rainy, cold sunday today.
sometimes you just got to let it go. and im doing it. let it be.
gosh, i suddenly dont feel like blogging.
hell, i suck.
bye.
Labels: jumbled and scrambled thoughts spattered.
please dont.
Saturday, July 4, 2009 6:21 PM /
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whywhywhy? gosh.
* cries.
hello.
had maths retest today and hell, i cocked up the paper. it was exactly the same paper as the mid year but i just didnt study or memorised the answers cause i was feeling totally not right. i dont think i can pass. oh well, whatever. i dont see the point for the retest. it's not stated in the report book or anything. its just a wasted paper.
monday is a holiday but somehow i dont want it. many reasons why. i dont think i can study. happy youth day anyways.
im not feeling happy right now. im having all the bad feelings combined into ONE. plus the constant flips that my stomach is doing for i dont know what reason. i seriously hate this feeling.
bye.
Labels: prove my instincts wrong.
hurts.
Friday, July 3, 2009 11:34 PM /
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all of a sudden, things doesnt feel right.
i knew it. why oh why did i?
gosh, i just cant believe it.
very contradicting.
Labels: fuckfuckfuck.
hell, i miss my brother. wonder how hes doing now. and isnt my granny hip and cool? : )
oh well, bye.
i find it contradicting. but i like.
gosh, been ages ago since i blogged huh.
im just busy with school and trying to catch up with time. school keep finishing late and homework and studies just keep me busy.
this isnt gonna be a long and lengthy post cause i have a maths retest that i have to study for and also i wanna avoid another long wided hurtful nagging, oh mymy.
had my mt oral today. and boy, i was very nervous. i know how is the atmosphere like cause i went thru it for my Ns but somehow this feeling is different. its like if i were to fail this path, this will just be another wasted year for me. the topic wasnt difficult but when it comes to speaking perfect malay, i just suck. i was shuttering and cracking my brain for answers. hell, my mind was totally blank. nevertheless, the teachers were very nice and kind. im sure to get a merit like my Ns.
nvr expected it. i cant help my shyness.aft Os. :)Labels: school.