All about the climb.

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old pictures.

no new ones. because somebody is just to busy with life that everything is totally forgotten.

a pity we realised it but we didnt voice out. anyways, if we did, she will throw a bitch-fit again. well, i dont care. no matter how old you are, the younger ones deserve to at least correct it if you are wrong. if i cant correct you, then you cant correct my mistakes then. then thats fair. sometimes your reasons are just too lame. its like i were born yesterday. and when you say you do something, you better do it. if not then dont waste those promises or whatsoever. call me and scold me all you want. disconnect my line or do whatever threats you always do. but im stating the facts here. go ask ur cousins. they realised it too. but they just kept quiet.

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look at last year. oh, we were there when you ask us to and accompanied you when you were feelin bored and....-oh do i need to say.

but this year, we rarely see you. great.

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obviously, we dont need u to be with us every minute. like you said, u have friends. and obviously we do too. but just look at this year lah okay. im too lazy to elaborate.

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and when i correct you, you think i wanna act that im older. how lame can that be. why would i wanna act older. im just correcting you. i dont find it wrong. neither do many. well, im sure you will be hot as hell and you will be dialling my number the minute you see this. but i dont care. if you can tell me ur angry feelings, so do i. and if you still dont get it, then go sit in a corner and be happy. -im rambling. i say things because i care.

but, she does have good points. she is not stingy. when she have money, she will spend it on food mostly.

well, lets put that SOB aside.

lets talk about the wedding that i helped.

on friday.

when i reach their house, they were already starting to do the pelamin. didnt do much things on that day except to babysit the cute childrens while my cuzzies and their friends set up the table. the children whom im so called babysitting for is super adorable but yet very tiring to take care of. me, irwan, farhan, faridz and sher sat under the block to take care of the things and i only slept for a few hours.

it was hectic as hell because we had to go to their aunt's house multiple of times to take things. and those things were heavy as hell, i swear. we had to helped with the cooking and made sure the trays were filled with food. stayed up late again.

that day was fucking stressful. we also have to go to their aunt's house numerous times and transfer the things under the block. my job was to make sure the buffets are full of food and also refill the kuehs. rizal and irwan also took care of the job. and we had to refill many many times cause alot of people came and it keeps coming. it was hectic. then after those tiring work , we had to wash all the plates, pots and pans. there was alot of dishes. seriously. a whole lot! imagine around 6-7 people washing it. we were already feeling damn tired. aft washing, we have to return the things back to their respective houses. and we had many round back and forth. my legs was feeling very wobbly alr.

but seriously, it was fun despite the tiresome work. and they treated us to durian after the wedding. and we also were treated to several meals and we were given some cash. whoooo! we still have another treat coming on this sunday.

homework is still not done and the timetable is not followed. i dont know where to start on that. i swear i hate homework and also timetable. when school reopens, im going to be lost cause ive not did any studying yet. i promise myself to start tmr. lets hope the procrastinate habit dont start up again.

i seriously need to catch up on prison break episodes too.

need to accompany my sister to sleep.

nights.