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draceania pearl-linnia!

Finally seventeen. 01november1992. Lepidopterophobia : butterflies freak me out. I find myself better at expressing through words than saying it out to someone. siblings, cousins and channing tatum makes me happy(: ! i have fetish for british accents and i feel a sense of euphoria listening to music and i love to read.

I've learnt many things in life. I believe everybody makes mistakes.I'm not the only one who makes mistakes. Just think of all the ones you made. And don't think so negative about yourself. If you do, you will never think you can. I try to be optimistic but not too optimistic.

Many said I'm soft. So be nice. Thankyou.

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♥ downs.

Monday, May 18, 2009 1:27 AM / to top

life has its ups and downs. im in the down season and up is having a long break.
it is really funny when two person have the same kind of personality or attitude and they dont know it. really same, carbon copy.

i dont wanna care anymore. hate. huh. ive heard that alot of times in a week. one from someone whom i respect alot. and another whom i have the most worries and whom i care most about. but i guess, that word really is true huh. they meant it. one has been sucking it to my face and been scolding me and insulting me like im a piece of shit when i was having a headache and i didnt push her down. and another, lets just say she disowned me. disowned to the fucking bin. they can say whatever they want to hurt me or whatever. but, ill nvr say that word to them at all. neither once nor ever. no matter how angry or pissed i am, i wont. cause i know it would hurt them alot. i guess, they dont know.
she has been showing me the black face and ' u are the cause of it' face since that day. i have been lying to everyone. if i knew she was to fall down, i would have been there but i wasnt. and i was having my worst headache and u say that i deserve it. say that ive been lazy. what have i been doing for the past few years? sleeping my ass off? no. i didnt. everything. even things that hasnt got to do with me and isnt my fault she will scold me like as if i was the mastermind. rightt. and i wasnt acting good.
and another. i guess i have nothing to say anymore. i care but u pushed it away. hate me all you want. whatever you say hurt me hard and i nvr expected you to say all that. i would nvr say anything like that ever to my own blood. i tried to cheer u up when that fucking bastard fly. i always side you when i hear any remarks that i know whould hurt you so much. and fuck, u dont even know how much i worry about you because im very scared. very very scared of things that might happen to you. i guess it doesnt matter uh. for this, im starting to be speechless. hurt beyond words, maybe. do whatever you like.

i dont know why a blog is invented when i always get it when i blog abt sometime. i thought it was all about screaming out ur feelings. but no, i have to restrict myself. fine. whateverwhatever.

bye. i have school tmr. and i know it has ar been spoilt.
life soooo gonna chnge soon. im going to be way diffferent, i think.
nights.

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AWESOME.

Family.
They are the ones who have always made my life awesome. I can count on my siblings and cousins to make me laugh and I will always look forward to our outings. I'm always myself whenever I'm with them.

Friends.
My friends, are all different. We all have different characters but when we come together, we bond well. I can be crazy whenever i want to with them and I can share any shits with them. We laugh, we cry. I miss you, people.