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draceania pearl-linnia!
Finally seventeen. 01november1992. Lepidopterophobia : butterflies freak me out.
I find myself better at expressing through words than saying it out to someone.
siblings, cousins and channing tatum makes me happy(: !
i have fetish for british accents and i feel a sense of euphoria listening to music and i love to read.
I've learnt many things in life.
I believe everybody makes mistakes.I'm not the only one who makes mistakes. Just think of all the ones you made.
And don't think so negative about yourself. If you do, you will never think you can.
I try to be optimistic but not too optimistic.
damn, i can be such a lazy bum at times. not at times. most of the times actually. im supposed to be studying and look at me now. i give in to my temptations too much. i only managed to remember peribahasa secondary one. how slow am i? not slow, im working on it very slowly actually. i watched high school musical 2 in channel 5 out of boredom and zac efron. heh. i wanted to rest for a while but ended up having more resting then studying. i promised myself to sleep late today and finish studying peribahasa. then tmr, i can practise, practise and practise till 7. 30pm and watch tv. i hope i wont give in to myself to use the computer. i hope my brother is not working so he can hog the computer and also me not using it.
im left with 2 episodes of gossip girl. i know how chuck and blair will end but the others i dont know yet. i dont want to watch it at the moment. maybe on monday.
i dont think im ready to start revising all the other subjects. im so used to doing malay, malay and malay right now. and thinking of solving maths problems and doing enlish summaries shuts me off. damn it pearl, suffer now and enjoy on 11 nov. i keep telling myself that but im still stubborn. neh.
heyyhoo. had mt today. the last mt intensive. im soo going to miss mt intensive. my mt class is very funny. mostly the express guys crack those jokes. and also with miss ruziana's constant encouragement and those snacks she always gives. haha. she wrote for the class a letter each. and also ordered pizza. im feeling so guilty. shes spends alot for us alr. and also on monday again. and also my gossiping partner! ferra! heh. fashion tips kan ferra? hahaha. i wish i could have mt intensive for a few days more. i dont mind having the whole day for it. geez, i swear this is the first time i impatiently and want more mt lesson. usually, i would dread mt lesson. i guess that has changed. maybe those fun people in our class.
one more day to mt O levels! holy mackerel! shittayyyy! wish me luck lahhhhh.
and my stomach is making noises alr. i shld eat now. and also start studying peribahasa which im sooo weak in. helpppp!* swings hands above! bye.
and oh, good luck for those taking mt Os levels. pass this paper and chuck it one side yeah. :)
FERRA!! MANER KAU. CPT DTG ONLINE LEHH. ADER NEWS. SHOCKING NYYERRR.! HEH. we both gossip like alot. my gossip partner. (:
heyyhhioooo. first!- 2 days more to mother tougue paper. shittay.
i would totally miss mt intensive. i really laugh alot and also eat alot. thanks to miss ruziana for constantly giving us food. and also the gossiping right ferra? hahha. tmr is the last day of intensive.
its really funny that i have to view my sister's blog to know whats she doing. and i got to know she doing auditions, having a flea market which i wish to follow if she lets -*hints , and some other things.
anyways. had parents meeting with my teacher. my mum didnt go but my brother did. and guess what. my form teacher was like totally unhappy with me. firstly, when he got to know that my brother cming to talk to him, he stared at me. and obviously, i stare back. excuse me, my brother is old enough to come and talk to you. hes like the only one who knows and cares when my o level is. so i think he is capable to come and talk to you. and next, he demoralise me in front of my brother. go to ite now? if you think demoralising me like that makes me change, i suggest you dun talk. the way he does it makes me even more lazy to do things. i hate his way of advising- more like bringing us down, which is why i would always shut off whenever he starts talking. because first, it makes me even more lazy. second, he would demoralise us, making us feel worse than we alr is. bloody hell. he bad mood dont show it to me lah. i hate to be demoralised. seriously. i only listen to miss ruziana's advises. she nvr bfre demoralises us. and she keep pushing us and making us feel better. unlike somebody. WHATEVER AHHHH. and my brother says i cant use the computer much and need to buck up. ahhhhh no computer? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
had cross country yest. planned not to run. but we did. kind of a run, stop, run stop thing. hey, we have to go to sch back hokayyyyy. but actually i dont mind. mt intensive mahhhh.
having ecube camp. and no more mt. just those mundane lesson. hope ill survive yeah. and why oh why would i lie about having sch. some people just dont understand about sch. dont compare the past schooling system with now. its totally diff. you think i have time to print that timetable? fuck no. i dont. waste of time. shithead.
i guess i wont be posting anything till monday. till then, byeee.
oooh. sorry for the previous post. i dont usually do that. heh. right.
going for cross country tmr. not going to run cause we have mt intensive tmr. mt intensive isnt so bad anyways. with all the people in the class who makes funny jokes. and with miss ruziana constant encouragement. she have nvr give us sarcastic remarks about our results unlike the sarcasm demoraliser! and that reminds me my brother coming to meet him. i want to be there and see what he says. what he demoralise again. dumbooo.
i have mt hmework to be done. i shld do it. cause miss ruziana has helped us alot. and i think we shld repay her by doing her hmwork. heh. am i a gooood student.
omggg. aku kene panggil org malaysia. sialahhh. pepek kau lah kitty. name nak step kucing. kau duduk satu corner and slit urself lah. fuckhead.
okay sorry for that. its just that theres a desperate girl expressing her love to my cuzzie and my cuzzie dont even know who the fuck she is. and many people kutuk her. and obviously i do too. heh. and that kucing- that i dont even noe who the fuck she is kutuk me back and even have the cheek to say shes preetyy. fuhhhh. self praise. shove it up ur ass lah. i dont give shit about you. in fact, i feel stupid and dumb to get angry about it. but i do as much as i feel dumb. and faridz a desperate 'pretty' girl is stalking you. damn i realised im soooo cruel nowadays. heh.
okay. stop those bullshitting. overall of my day today. bad luck. first of all, i woke up to a bright and sunny day and realised that i was late. whats more worse is that i have a paper! shiittayyy. lucky julia roberts didnt give me the late list. if not, ill be standing in front of the skul tmr. again. another bad luck was that the paper was damn confusing and whats worse every idea that comes in my mind went out again in a second. the hall was darn cold and i had a hard time writing the compo. what more thinking of a good story to write about. and the paper 2- the peribahasa part was so tricky that i decided to do anyhow. guess ill get zero on that. and i broke down wasnt exactly because my mum didnt wake me up. cause of some other things that ive been trying to relax about. lalalala.
and ooohh ed westwick-chuck bass has a nice voice. he has a band called the filthy youth. its just for fun, i think. hahha.
mt olvl left with 5 days. im scared and nervous. what if i dont get a distinction that ive been aiming for? A2 would be okay but its hard though not impossible. i find it hard for me to get. oh be optimistic pearlly.
left 2 more epis for gossip girl. season 3?
and blogger deleted som parts of my post again. gahh
gtg alr. nights all. pray i wont wake up late tmr.
OMGGG. i didnt know leighton meester can sing. heh. all thanks to facebook that i get to know a new song. see, facebook is kinda of informative. anyways. leighton meester played in gossip girl as blair. leighton meester sang with cobra starship. cobra starship is kind of a punk/pop band. oh well, anything thats nice ill listen. dont care what genre. but def not techno or another one genre that i forgot.
anyways the song is called good girl go bad.
omgg again. taylor momsen also have a new band called the pretty reckless. and their songs are seriously nice. im kinda a sucker for guitars and drums. heh.
and fuck. i did the quiz. but the blogger deleted my post. fucking hell. ferra ill do it soon okay. bye lahhhh. i very sort with blogger. been happening always. bloody blogger.
had the wierdest and annoying-est (new word of mine.heh.) thing happen today. i went to the shop to buy breakfast. i went to the other side ,left side to get spring chicken and went to the other side, right side to buy chicken rice. the owner of the right side ask me in malay. Owner: you buy the thing where?-as i was carrying the sprin chicken plastic bag. Me: erm, the other side.-points. Owner: oh there got malay stall right? they got sell chicken rice? i was speechless. what he trying to do? Me: erm, yes. and the owner said something that i feel like throwing the epokepok at his face. Owner: then why u dont want to buy there?-with the fucked up face. Me: cause today they nvr sell. Owner: oh what they sell? got satay anot? Me: oh erm have. and that guy was gossiping with his friend.
i was like wth and wtf? i know lah i rarely or should i say nvr buy at ur shop for years alr. but u dont have to investigate me and asking me what the other malay stall sells what. and what more u ask me why i nvr buy there. be grateful i came to ur shop asking chicken rice which u also didnt have today. and i ended up buying epokepok there okay. so dun give me that crap. u want to see what they sell, go there by urself lah shithead. dun ask people for info. jealous that theres a malay stall other than urs uh. anyway urs is the right side and theirs is at the left side what. doesnt mean must have one malay stall in this place what. i glad that theres a new malay stall. heh. and im not going to that shit stall alr. so rude and hostile. u should have seen how they serve me. esp the guy. i dont think he knows what the meaning of a smile! dumbooo. enough crapping about the guy and their services.
right on to gossip girl. im left with 5 episodes left. and its getting complicated. suddenly nate is back with blair aft they broke up lonnnnggg time ago? and vanessa with chuck? wow. that was a shock. whatever it is, it is still great and exciting. im trying my best not to watch it today cause i wanna finish evaluation and study for my mt. speaking of mt, im left with 7 days left, i think. time flies.
and ooohh. was youtube-ing. and i found out the jonas having a new album-lines,vines and trying times, coming out in june 16th. heard the new song. paranoid. another nice song of theirs. im too lazy to post the vid here. go to youtube and hear urself yeah. and the vid is wierd but cool. (:
their album pic. handsome oi. heh.
okay enuf of them. nanti ader org kate aku tkde taste. rightt.
annd ive alr put songs in my blog.
okay. going to play restaurant city in facebook. see what i mean about addictive and choosing the unimportant things than the important ones.
anybody can explain to me why you add W or alphabets that is not needed in malay words. makes reading much more complicated. the extra alphabets is so not needed. no offense,just curious. have any reasons for it? :)
afternoon all.
decided to stay home. since theres no one going to grandmum house so might as well stay at home. planned to do my evaluation. but i havent start on it yet. why oh why am i too distracted to all those not important things like blogging, facebook or other such websites when i have other important things to complete? i even plan to watch gossip girl aft blogging this. damn me. maybe i should do my evaluation later in the evening. see what i mean. i tend to procrastinate the important things. shitaayy.
my mum going to meet the sarcasm demoraliser aka morphine on thursday. i have a big feeling my mum going to talk to him. holy crap. nevermind.
my stomach starting to grumble now. nothing interesting to eat. goodness.
and this keyboard has a little trouble with 'g'. its starting to be hard to press.
People say one thing but behind all that they want something else.
cuzzies.
heyyy.♥
just finished watching gossip girls. still have 8 more episodes till it ends. and its getting juicy and exciting every minute. but im unhappy that some relationships in that series didnt work out. like dan and serena. they look awesome. but yeah, just a series. great great series. didnt want to get to addicted so i forced myself to not load episode number 17. heh.
on to the birthdays i celebrated this month. i still havent take those pics from ferra blog. easy, just go her blog and see. heh.
this girly below has just turn 6 on 20 may. getting older and naughtier.
have more photos but that faridz still havent give me yet. dumbooo.
adorable sister.
♥ kristalinia anbar khan.
Anyways school was super fun despite the super humid weather. darn the ozone layer. keeps depleting. which is also the humans fault. righhttt. the sarcasm demoraliser aka morphine(heh!- a name that just pop out ) gave me a form. which says that my parents have to meet him or mdm kumari or the yearmaster.
hell. the first time my parents coming to school. shittayy. i cant have any reasons to put it away. i dont mind about what the teachers say actually. heh. say what they wanna say. demoralise me all they want in front of my parents, my mother mainly. i dont give shit. i tried my darn best to get this horrible results. i know i can do much much better though. just need to put more effort and spend less time on computer. -which is hard to do. i know my parents going to start restricting stuffs because of my results. say again- i dont give any shittayy. some which seems logical, i will follow. but those which seems totally lame, i will not follow. i know one of the restriction would be lame. and im not following it. i know many will too not follow it if they were in my shoes. anyhoos, they havent meet my teachers yet and still havent lay out the restrictions. but till they do, i should enjoy everything. hah. wth am i rambling about.
nothing more to say.
oh yahhh
i adore my class and i love my friends. they rock. heh. ♥
my cute nephew.
ash.♥
he's going to grow up to be a handsome boy. im sure of it!
love is like the wind, you can feel it but you cant see it.- a walk to remember. just feel like writing that. heh.
supergirl dah stolen man.
wow! in one mth, i celebrated 3 birthdays alr. great or whatt. and ive still have not stolen the piics from ferra's blog for risshe bdae and also aidils. for my sister bdae you all have to wait. cant upload now. my brother getting impatient. hah.
had stimulation paper 1 and i hope my compo didnt go out of point. i felt it did though. nevermind. i just hope the paper 2 in the freaking HOT afternoon tmr will be easier. i just hope it rains tmr! stupidly today, i stand in front of the sch just because i was late yest. get over it okay. yest story get punish today. i was darn embarassed. and i was shaking for a few mins. heh.
the weather this days is freaking unbearable. hot as hell. the ozone layer has become freaking skinny alr iszit. damn.
okay. short and random post. nights all. *just hope i wont wake up late tmr. shittayyy! and i have sch on saturday!!!!! shit lah.
sorrrrrrryyyyyy for the previous post. was just letting out some airrr. heh.
today was effing tiring. sch til 4.30. and had tuition and had to help mumster do the cooking for tmr. i reallly wish i had mt intensive for the whole day again. it was really fun even though i kept complaining about how sleepy i was. but i made it thru. now, i will always start feeling sleepy during the last 30 mins. quite an achievement. heh. and my teacher was the greatest. im soo gonna thank her for all the foods and help.
had tuition and it was the first time i felt quite pissed. i was alr tired and seeing her repeatedly not handing up the homeworks and not studying for the spelling test, makes my blood boil. fyi, the spelling test was suppposed to be last week's and till now it is stil not done. and she wasnt concentrating at all. she didnt check her workings all. but, i didnt scold her. i just kept cooooooooool. wuahwuah.
damn, my smaller sister is alr six years old. fast like a bullet train. i still remember those times she was still a baby and she didnt know how to talk. she was adorable and cute back then. im not saying that she isnt now. but when she talks and irritates me, i will get pissed. hahhaa. but i would regret scolding her. she's alr asking me for clues about her bdae present. i didnt want to give clues but she was pestering me like hell. and i said it starts with a 'C'. she was guessing the present and asking me whether she's correct. hahhaa. i guess she have guessed it by now. heh. happy birthday kristal. love yaaaaaaaa. :) she will see this when she grows up. haha.
been listening to mandy moore songs since i watched a walk to remember. freaking old. but when you listen to it, it is really nice and it makes me addicted to it. hahaa. but, im still sticking to the all-american rejects okay. esp when the wind blows. i adored their sngs. great musicians. heh.
days left: 13 days to mt Olevels. wow. fast aint it? i feel very scared but i cant wait to get it over with. i just hope i get a distinction and i can concentrate on other subjects lahhhh. hahha.
i shld complete my evaluation soon and do it well and properly if i wanna get A1 for my coursework. haiz. i have the lazy attitude as always.
1.00am now and im schooling tmr. nights all.
* ill try to take pics of my sister's so called birthday party tmr.
life has its ups and downs. im in the down season and up is having a long break. it is really funny when two person have the same kind of personality or attitude and they dont know it. really same, carbon copy.
i dont wanna care anymore. hate. huh. ive heard that alot of times in a week. one from someone whom i respect alot. and another whom i have the most worries and whom i care most about. but i guess, that word really is true huh. they meant it. one has been sucking it to my face and been scolding me and insulting me like im a piece of shit when i was having a headache and i didnt push her down. and another, lets just say she disowned me. disowned to the fucking bin. they can say whatever they want to hurt me or whatever. but, ill nvr say that word to them at all. neither once nor ever. no matter how angry or pissed i am, i wont. cause i know it would hurt them alot. i guess, they dont know. she has been showing me the black face and ' u are the cause of it' face since that day. i have been lying to everyone. if i knew she was to fall down, i would have been there but i wasnt. and i was having my worst headache and u say that i deserve it. say that ive been lazy. what have i been doing for the past few years? sleeping my ass off? no. i didnt. everything. even things that hasnt got to do with me and isnt my fault she will scold me like as if i was the mastermind. rightt. and i wasnt acting good. and another. i guess i have nothing to say anymore. i care but u pushed it away. hate me all you want. whatever you say hurt me hard and i nvr expected you to say all that. i would nvr say anything like that ever to my own blood. i tried to cheer u up when that fucking bastard fly. i always side you when i hear any remarks that i know whould hurt you so much. and fuck, u dont even know how much i worry about you because im very scared. very very scared of things that might happen to you. i guess it doesnt matter uh. for this, im starting to be speechless. hurt beyond words, maybe. do whatever you like.
i dont know why a blog is invented when i always get it when i blog abt sometime. i thought it was all about screaming out ur feelings. but no, i have to restrict myself. fine. whateverwhatever.
bye. i have school tmr. and i know it has ar been spoilt. life soooo gonna chnge soon. im going to be way diffferent, i think. nights.
he left, and she went wild. and the reason for the wildness is lame. it is getting from bad to worse, bitch.
HEYYYHOOOO!
heeee! this girl birthday is comingggggg! she asking me to buy for her presents. rightt.
was watching some videos posted by kak khalsom. and ash is veryvery adorable. i cant wait to meet him. hahha!
bodoh nk mampos. SUMER ADIK KEPADE KAKAK JGN TEGUR KAKAK AWAK KALAU DIER SALAH. TK LEH. NANTY KAKAK TU FIKIR KAU NK ACT LEBIH TUA. SO JGN. NANTY KAKAK TU TKNK ANGGAP KAU ADIK DIER LAGY. MCM GITU LAH.
U ARE TALKING SHIT. YELAR KAU BTL LAH EH. KAU LAH REFLECT SBLM KAU SUROH AKU! tkleh kene tegur langsung. fine lah. aku penat. i have good intentions and i worry about her but then she thinks i restricting her life. fuck you lah. think u the only person having problems. huh. everybody does. thinks kau srg ader kwn. kite pun ader. fuck lah. buang masa uh. serius.biar lah. aku tkkn worry okay.
and she still thinks that i made her fall down on her head. she is still sucking it up on my face. and asking me to die. two person asked me to go and die. rightt. when im sick im not allowed to tell her. fuck unfair.
wow. i cried when i watched the movie. gosh. what a great movie. a sad one too. i cried startig from the part when mandy told she cant live long. goshgoshgosh. my stomach is having butterflies all throughout the movie. i watched the movie twice. so this is my third time and im still crying everytime i watch the movie. aww. the movie was seriously touching. im still having the butterflies and watering eyes. and the guy acting was shane west. yes, he is handsome. when he clenched his jaws. wow. haha. anyways i watched the movie all over again is all because it is so fucking nice. and the soundtracks too. ill rate this show really high! haizzzzz.
haha. i blogged just to tell you that.
hahha. watch it and have a tissue box beside you. im not lying. those who rarely cry would cry watching this show. amrit cried too! ehh wait! i know a way to see how amrit cry. see this movie with her! yeahhh. hahha. no lah, im not that sadistic to make my friend cry. but ive nvr seen her cry and all of my friends wanna see how. haha. anyways just watch.
im having butterflies in my stomach and it is not that im nervous. i think im scared. i dont know what of.
decided to start listening to saosin back. its been years since i listened to saosin.
celebrated risshe's birthday during lunch. i hope he felt happy, despite those annoying teachers screwing him on his birthday. cant they just give him a break and let him enjoy his birthday? i find them just heartless. anyways i hope it will become better tmr. will post pictures of his birthday when i get it from them. and our class are really bunch of great people. we really have unity okay. too bad for those who are blind to see it.
now, im really sick and tired. i guess im really weak at this. nvrmind.
mt intensive was okay. miss ruziana gave us oreo and that lasted me until the last thirty minutes. at the last thirty minutes me and ferra were alr falling asleep and feeling so restless. i dont know how im going to survive the whole day of mt. i guess im going to starved myself with food on that day. and 17 days to mt olvls. great or whatt? : )
okay, going to continue facebook-ing and doing my f and n now. bye.
FIRST AND FOREMOST, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RISSHE. quite a bad day for you today.
im blogging during FnN lesson. supposed o do my evaluation but none is doing. so all is facebook-ing. the addictive facebook. heh.
yest was seriously an awful day. aint elaborating. i think i should just live with it till 11 nov. though i dont think i can take the blame for long. i didnt ask for the sympathy and for her to fall on her head. and im to blamed. you all be wondering what im rambling about. nvrmind
im not feeling good right though i seem to be. eeh mcm emoshit gitu. dont like it.
had my mt paper 1 and i swear i would fail. the cmpo was a lame one and the letter was lame too. suckyy.
hates when blogger deleted some parts of the post and i have to redo it again. shithead!
hey.
school is being very annoying and torturing right now.
first, they took away our tuesdays and fridays. usually we would finish early on both days but now they took that away and make the lessons end at 4.30pm.
second, no more flexi period for the olvls mt students. those who have taken their mt olvls paper earlier are able to take their flexi period. this is totally unfair. sheeeshhhh.
third, we have 2 hrs of mt early in the morning and we have 2 hrs of mt again in the afternoon. i would go crazy.
fourth, for marking days, they want us to come back to school.
doesnt that sound torturous(?) enuf? cant they spare a thought for us and maybe give back our tuesdays and fridays or maybe the flexi periods that i love so much. heh. i have decided to listen attentive in class- i hope im able to open my eyes and ears big enuf during combined humanities though. the reason for this is because i want to rest more when im at home.
anyhoos. alot of people been advising me on the courses im taking when im off to poly. some said try not to depend on nursing and try other courses while some said that nursing is a really good job as in it is needed worldwide- which is totally true. this advising has made me confused enuf and it got me back to square one which is to choose nursing. in my previous post i have posted a few days or weeks ago, i decided to concentrate on tourism. however, when you think about it, doesnt tourism depends on the economy? and economy does have its ups and downs dont they? and these will affect the tourism board right? hope, im right on this. but, all these hasnt prove me enuf to make me cancel tourism out. the only thing ive decided is to achieve good points and from there, i will choose a course. i hope i have time though.
been wanting to watch alot of movies lately. but, i guess i have to wait till my dear Os is done and over with. that includes not watching gossip girl too. which im trying very hard now not to enter the sidereel website and start watching. i know im going to give in to that temptation and watch it soon. but i hope i wont. i swear on 11 nov, im going to have a movie/shows marathon. :) why cant 11 nov be like a bullet train? whoosh. and done.
heard that my sister is going to work hard to join the competition for dance. the best 15 will be chosen to go to sydney where the competition is held. i hope she will be one of the 15 and i fucking hope i get to follow. haha. hey! no harm in being optimistic. heh. anyways good luck bitch and better do it. hahha i miss my sister. her living in bukit timah and me in yishun is really hard. haha.
i realised my blog is totally silent. hah! soon, a nice and rocking song will be posted. till i find a rocking music, enjoy the silent one kays. heh. lame.
i alr forgot what i wrote on the post that blogger deleted. so yeah sorry. i tend to ramble alot nowadays.
finally i have books to read. thanks to amarit. :)
and my leg hurts. urgh.
went to watch 17 again today. it was kinda of a last minute plan. we planned it yest and asked amrit to follow today morning. laughed alot. and while watching the movie we were like 'omg-ing' ALOT. we were like weak. ahahha. no kidding. alot of girls in the cinemas reacted like us too okay. esp when zac efron went out of his white car with style. whooooo. hah!
ate kfc bfre that :) scrumptious and delicious.
i was so comfortable without school for four days that it hit me hard when i realised i have to attend school tmr. im still cant believe it now. im acting as if my o levels is over. gosh.
-all those were just words that were not meant at all.
-all i had today was my hardrocked muffins and one bread. hungry? yes, im starved. but too bad, i cant find any food around and im broke. yeah.
I GOT HOOKED WITH GOSSIP GIRL ALR. i watched 6 episodes in one day and had to stop because they shut me out again. i really need to watch the next episode but i wont load so i have to wait till tmr. gossip girl series is seriously confusing. their relationships are so unexpected and disappointing. first, they are together and the next thing their each parent had a child together. wahh. how hurtful to know you are blood related when u alr did it. okay, some of you would think im rambling nonsense. go watch kays. but i like watching the series. whoooo gahhh. the people acting! bloody hot-ness. okay shutup pearlyy.:)
anyways move on to my muffins. it was hard. however, the insides were quite soft and edible. theres two possibilities. first, i put too much flour. but thats hardly possible cause i followed the recipe. and im sure i weighed 100g. second, i baked too long. i think this should be the problem. but nvrmind, like everybody says, practice makes perfect- if u practise hard and learn from ur mistakes, that is. i realised something when i was buying the ingredients for my hardrock muffins. i cant go shopping alone. seriously. i would become blank and be all confused. i went around all the aisles in NTUC and SHOP N SAVE and got back where i started. i went out of the shop and got back in feeling like a total idiot. HAH.
watching 17 again tmr. ooolala. im slow, i know. that movie has been in the cinemas for days. i think some of u would download it and watch it or maybe some caught it in the cinemas. zac efron acting. yeah! watched 'im not single' yest. caught it in suria and decided to watch it in youtube cause suria has the tendency to cut some scenes out and i was right. the movie was sweet, funny and sad. i teared and some rolled down my cheeks. HEH. hey, its normal! awal ashaari acted in the movie. and thats the only malay actor i adored very much. haha. i would rate this movie very high.
time to stop rambling now. im gonna on some songs and FACEBOOKING. which reminds me that i havent accept any request yet.
gawd! why does all the shows and movies always shut on me all of a sudden? first it was st trinian when i didnt get to see the ending. now is gossip girl. damn! i was watching it half way and it totally shut on me. and when i refreshed, it wouldnt load! urghhhhh. and they always shut on me during the best parts.
i wonder why i stopped watching gossip girl. i shouldnt cause they are seriously entertaining and great. they are really addictive. keeps you wanting to watch the next episode. and i like ed westwick and chace crawford. they are so perfect and hot! HAH! and the girls acting in the movie are darn stylish. and it really is confusing about the relationships part. i dont know, this show is just great and perfect. : ) i really hope gossip girl wont shut on me tmr.
wasnt planning on going to my grandmum house tmr. bbut something cropped up and i had to go. so yeah. change of plans. i have to rush to get ready after baking my muffins. i really was planning on watching movies all day. guess i have to cancel that. ayer. byk punya susah lor.
had to wake up early so i can finish up those household chores i usually have to do. and meet menon and rajathi so i can buy the ingredients with them. i was really planning on baking those muffins alone at home and blasting music. but my parents will be home. damn again.
shucks lah. im really getting annoyed! i wonder whether those porn website or something hacked into msn. i know it sounds illogical. i dont even know where this website would lead me too. but whatever. it is really getting annoying when i have to pause whatever im doing and press esc. and im still getting them now, at this time.
decidied on sleeping cause gossip girl shut me out. since i have nothing to do so yeah better head to bed. i have to wake up early though. nights people.
and hell! i didnt get to watch the ending. you know why cause youtube says that ending part cant be watched at my country. i dont know why. like so dumb. then why i can watch the previous parts. dumbass. urgh. luckily amrit told me the ending and i know some of it. im not satisfied though. im searching for a website so that im able to watch movies. pls tell me if you have.
urgh im so annoyed.
this movie is good though. wouldnt it be nice if ytss is that kind of school. HAH! i think ytss is the opposite, in a good way. watch the movie, you'll understand what i mean.
the school is seriously havoc. they learn how to make vodka in practicals. great or what. and their dress code for the school, i like! hahhaa! im so gonna find the movie somewhere and watch till finish!
thanks to amrit for introducing to me this movie.
i want to watch some other movies like 17 again, fighting and hannah montana the movie. hannah montana the movie seems nice when i watch the trailer. no harm watching. esp when ure bored. esp when i have 4 days of boredom. i feel like watching the covenant again. maybe tmr after i do those muffins.
i should do some searching for website to watch mvies. haiz.
was fiddling with the laptop and i found the webcam thingyyy!!!! HAHAHAHA! and me and my sister took pictures with it!
those pictures above are some pictures i took using the webcam! ahhaha!
im feeling very lazy to study.but i have to.
luckily its physics. just some formulas to remember and do some practises for a better understanding. yeahhyeahhyeahh. i think ill start studying around 8.30.
oh shitayy. i have to put my sister to sleep and shes will surely sleep late since she slept for 2 hours in the afternoon. damn it. i guess i shldnt procrastinate the 8.30 slot then.
and better listen to the all american rejects, when the world comes down album kays.
all i know is that im not doing something sinful nor disrespectful. i know im not doing anything wrong. i wont be deprived just because of you.
My blog seems too plain doesnt it? pictures will do it. below are cuzzies outing! :) will post some of my friends soon too. :)
i wonder where all my other photos went. nevermind. i should be somewhere, someplace. ill find it soon. i think it shopuld be in the other computer. i should find and post it. my friends photos will be upload soon.
:)
holiday pictures. -Fish spa!
Firdaus refused to put his leg in. so he ended up seeing the fishes. the fish spa is very ticklish. haha.
Sent my grandfather to the airport.
cuzzie outing! - Arab street. - marina barrage. - movies.
sanderiana. i call her babi halal. :)
pardon her face.:)
dont ask me why this is darn small. i dont know why.
this too.
thats all i have for now, i guess. : ) will upload the rest of photos soon.
no school today. woke up unexpectedly at 10! i planned to wake up at 9! hahaha!
helped in the housework for a little bit.
having physics paper tmr. as per usual, im going to study at night. so in the afternoon, ill just spent the time surfing the net and listen to songs.mundane nyer.
amrit asked whether i wanted to join her study in the library but im very lazy to go out. haiz.
chatted with kak khalsom yest and i got alot of advice from her. she told me to think about my future as in the courses im going to take. she said nursing is okay but i shouldnt depend on it too much and try to find other courses. she gave me some links to read and i seriously find tourism interesting. i find hospitality management interesting too. maybe i should aim for this two at the moment. i dont know. im just scared to do new things and go to a new enviroment. i guess i have to overcome that fear. HAH!
i can smell the baked cake my mum made. urgh but it is banana cake! and i hate banana alot! but i feel like trying the cake since it smells so appetizing and it makes my stomach grumble! tasting the banana cake right NOW! and im ignoring the banana taste as much as i can even though thats all im tasting. cant my mum put chocolate in it? it would taste way better. argee? yeahyeahyeah
hellloooo. not feeling good right now. im having headaches that makes me feel like vomiting. and using the computer with this headache is so not making it okay for me. but i dont care, im too bored to lie down and do nothing.
anyways. you all have to listen to the all-american rejects recent album. seriously, im hooked to every single song. HAH! some of their songs also makes me wanna like dance and shake. hahaha! its just a waste they recently came spore and i didnt get to see. but i will go if they come next! by the time, im able to cause i have money for myself alr! haha. the song that i really like is damn girl. seriously nice. this song is worth putting here. imeem doesnt have this song so i think ill put the youtube vid. ill put the song at the end of the post then. listen. if you dont like i dont know what to sayy. their previous album was also good! they are great musician. :)
move on to exam i did today. IT WAS DISASTEROUS! esp for my FnN thoery paper. history was quite okay because at least i remembered some of the facts about the treaty of versailles. so i just dump everything i know into two essay. hahaha. but FnN was seriously difficult. the essay! omg. i dont even know how to do. want to write anyhow also i dont know. i was day dreaming and staring into blank spaces alot of times. ah hell lah. i dont care about mid year alr. this mid year is too sudden. i know this mid year result would be very shitayy but i dont care. i rather concentrate on prelim.
tomorrow is Amaths paper and i have no school! yayyyy! this week i only need to attend three days of school. im so glad. hhahaha. i dont hate school. it's just that i hate to wake up early and go to school. school is tiring you know!
my smaller sister birthday is coming and she was asking me whether im coming to her party. and i was like what! how would she know whether she having a party. my mum didnt say anything. anyhow only. i just reply her that im schooling and i finish at 4.30pm. and she said ' huh! then how you want to eat my cake? i cut cake at 2.00pm and play game at 4.00pm.' damn so small alr wanna plan her own party. crazyy girl. shes watching hi5 now using the other computer. she can very annoying at times but when shes asleep she look so vulnerable. when you see her sleep, you regret scolding her. i always do. well, i cant help my anger! hahaha. she very clever now. i cant leave her alone using the computer because she know how to sign in to my msn and chat with people. even when im signed in she would go to msn and she herself will chat with my cuzzie and with whoever who started chatting. hahaa. if my msn is signed out here, i know who signed in.
and yah! damn my sim card. all of a sudden , my sim card cant be read. so ill be phoneless till wednesday. my sister called the operator and they said it may be because its spoilt.like how the hell it gets spoilt! so on wednesday i following my sister to TAMPINES to take it. TAMPINES damn it. can it get any further? hahaha.
was watching my sister's two years old party video! and she looks so chubby. hahaha!
heyhey. came online back again cause i didnt wanna sleep early. while putting my sister to sleep, i started to miss my primary school days. HAH! esp my primary 5 and 6 days. wow. those were very enjoyable days and during that time it feels that you'll have nothing to worry about. well, i feel that way. i missed those great times i got in trouble. haha. i lie ALOT during my primary school days. mostly to my parents and every lie i make, i got caught and scolded severely. i miss my primary school friends, those things we used to do. and yeah i miss saturdays malay dance practises.
HAH! yeap i joined malay dance when i was in my primary 5. bfre that, i was cca-hopping. seriously bfre joining malay dance, i wont stick my butt to one cca. one week i would be in computer club ( lame cca, but i wanted to try out. it was very boring and i quit after going for one day) and then i joined other cca which i cant remember. oh yah one of them was EL club. ( i got in trouble for that too. i skip the excursion and went out without my parents and teacher-in-charge knowing). HAH! my parents were worried when my teacher called them and my brother searched for me. in the end, when i reached home, i got nagged! serve me right, i guess.
and one of my closest friend was shakinah. in fact, we still contact each other every now and then. :) everyday we would go school together and everyday she would be the one waiting for me. HAH. im still making people wait for me until now. sorrry, i guess im just have that habit. tried making myself early but something would always happen. gosh i miss those time. and yeap not forgetting primary 5 camp. HAHAHA. alot of things happen in primary school and yeap i miss it.
and as much as i like to leave my secondary school, i know i would miss it when i get out of the school. a few months more till im out. i better enjoy every bit then. wuahwuah.
gosh it nearing 12.45am and im still awake and feeling hungry. theres nothing in the house to eat. except for the prawns which i ate alr and dont wish to eat again. i get sick of prawns very easily.
its really funny that im updating alot during my exam period and when its not my exam period i rarely update. i should really start studying soon if i want to pass.
think i should watch some funny things in youtube. bye.
gahhhh! its seriously boring. seriously seriously. even though i feel bored, im too lazy to go out. urgh.
i know, im supposed to study for the two paper that the school put together. stupid. but i cant study in the afternoon. i really like studying at night. so yah im going to study at night.
Family.
They are the ones who have always made my life awesome. I can count on my siblings and cousins to make me laugh and I will always look forward to our outings. I'm always myself whenever I'm with them.
Friends.
My friends, are all different. We all have different characters but when we come together, we bond well. I can be crazy whenever i want to with them and I can share any shits with them. We laugh, we cry. I miss you, people.