happy birthday mum.:)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009 9:38 PM /
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its my late mum birthday today. gosh i miss her sooo much.
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♥ america's suitehearts.
Sunday, March 29, 2009 8:12 PM /
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hieeeeee!
haha. sorry for the previous post. it was a stupid post with blabbers. but i was pissed. but nvrmind i got my pancakes at 5 plus am. gahh.
im supposed to fold my clothes and get on with my homework but here i am using the computer. haha. i just came back from the shop and straight away i blog. the plastic bag is still hanging in my hand. haha.
haiz. i dread school uh. tmr i have to go to school! god, iim so darn lazy uh.
i've got nothing to blog already. bye yo.
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♥ time wasted away.
i just wanna thank my sister for abandoning me for so long. she asked me to sleep over and yet, im alone till now. im not saying she have to stick her ass to mine all day but be reasonable a little bit can. she say she'll be home around 12 and not that late. but no. the last time i checked she said she is still at east coast sitting. and it was at 2.13am. yeap two hours different mkes alot of difference. im quite pissed okay. its just that i hate to be left alone and experience shit.
and the best part is my stomach is grumbling. when she said she is still in east coast i just said bye. im too lazy to say anything anymore. im sure every human alive would be pissed to be first lied for the time ull be home, second asking to sleepover and third not home when shes home alone. okay not home alone. alone awake. even internet and computer wont entertain me for that long. its alright for me to be pissed. i knew she would if shes left like that. or maybe not cause she will prolly sleep her ass off. but i cant cause i cant sleep without having an awake person around and a grumbling stomach.
i know u doing all this to get over it and i totally understand but leaving me here doesnt help my situation. pls lah be resonable and think about a hungry skinny person alone awake at home. ahhh fuck uh aku serious shit malas. aku mcm nk lari balik dan lompat atas katil aku!
thanks uh. maybe u should that again. i would be glad to be experiencing this shit boredom again. i know ull be pissed for this darn post. i dont care. u shld know ure being unreasonable. and anyway since im feeling shit boredom, scolding u here fulfill my shit boredom.
ahhh crap lah. go home whatever time you want lah. and im seriously spouting crap here. i wanna go home early tomorrow and finish my bloody homework. i should be able to complete some if i wasnt entertain my boredom shit here. oh gosh im writing stupid stufff again. fuck come home lah. its really cruel to leave me fucking entertain myslf u know. fuck i seriously feel like tearing something up.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! damn lah.
fuck you uh. watched bourne supremacy just know and matt is just adorable. wuhahaha. i love this moie like hell. all three series. though i would really want to watch the bourne ultimatum. i watched the bourne identity and the bourne supremacy not ultimatum. seriously, i dont really fancy those spy movies but this movie really catches my attention. its quite an old movie anyways.i got no mood lah.
and yah my heart feels funny for the past two days. wierdly painful funny. nah. should be nothing i guess.
i lucky to have faridz awake to entertain my shit boredom unlike.
gosh i hate doesnt irritating msges where they send in msn stupid URL and go offline. i know its not them but its fucking annoying. do something lah bodoh.
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♥ midnight hour- running away.
Saturday, March 28, 2009 11:50 PM /
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hello you.
im using my sister laptop and is sleeping over at my grandmum house without the cuzzies.
so im alone while my sister is out karoake-ing.urgh. evil.
im currently busying myself so as not to fall asleep cause my sister say she will blanja me breakfast macdonald meal. GOSH THOSE PANCAKES. i so adore those pretty and scrumptious pancakes. as much as i feel tired and sleepy, those pancakes makes me hungry and awake. wuahhaha.
gahh. facebook being a pretty bitch over here. i think its the internet cause its not loading anything except for blogger. but youtube is being nice by loading fast!
chatting with asha now. and i miss her. haha. good luck with everything you do okay. misses.:)
gosh. i have seriously nothing interesting to blog about.
solong uh you all.
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♥ 987fm.
Friday, March 27, 2009 10:18 PM /
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hellooooo.
gosh. my legs feels so cramp and tired! we had our speech day cum school opening and i was walking since 11.30 till 8. gahh. first, we had to do the canopieces and centerpiece. it was somewhat of a disaster as we had difficulties balancing the centerpiece. it was a fun experience and we were treated to mini cornetto. yum.
we had lunch aft that.
and then blablabla.
lets jump to the serving parts yeah. we were assigned to a table each and a partner too. but end up after we started serving the mee siam, everything goes unorganised. we were serving any tables cause some of the VIPs didnt sit at their assigned table. so we just quickly get used to the change. and we didnt serve the honey sago cause the VIPs were gone after eating the sweet desserts. after that we watched the parade and cleaned up. the parade was seriously nice. what with the dance, songs and such. great.
i feel that this post is so erm, random?
gosh i feel so tired.
i want go facebooking already.
soo long you.
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♥ trying not to think about time.
Thursday, March 26, 2009 11:09 PM /
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finally i change my blogskin to something better. i like it way better than the previous one.
and also my website name. URL i mean.
i dont know why i call it 'tryingnottothinkabouttime' thing. it just sound pretty and sensible to me. i hate to think about the time we left for the day with so much things to finish. but we do anyway. so its really true. i got the idea from a song and i find that its true. oh well i understand. u don't then forget it.
okay time to stuff myself with asam pedas.
bye.
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♥ annoying.
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urgh. how annoying can a parent get. why do they have to nag so much. i know i cant be anything they want but dun like nag can. thats makes me really sort. i mean, arent they tired to like nag for every single thing? pls lah. get over it and try to understand. this isnt the olden days anymore where everybody is a goodietwo shoes or something. we arent like them. everybody have their own different lifes. argh.
i feel so tired today. seriously. whats with studies, speech day and tuitioning. i had to do the serving thing to the the VIP in the library and we had to serve food to them tmr. so we got to set the tables and such. gosh. we had to put the table cloth, set the table settings. what more i had to tuition after that. but luckily im able to rest cause the girl postpone it to monday. i dun want her to miss lessons anyways.
i have to come to school at 11.30 tomorrow and i planned to wake up at nine and do the stupid normal things. but then im told to wake up at eight! what the hell lah. im effing tired lah. u also feel tired so do i. argh sometimes i feel theres no point in fighting for ur own rights with parents. it just wont go ur way. so just play with it even if u feel like slapping them.
anyways. school was great and super fun today. i soo adore my class. during lunch time, outside our classroom, we gathered and planned to block whoever who walk pass our class. actually we didnt planned. its like an instant thingy. cause we girls have a fetish for doing human chain and block people ways. so some of the guys block people way while the girls surrounded them. the faces were priceless. haha. they were shocked. just great. i had a great laugh today. i soo love my class lah okay.
heard a very annoying news today. as much as i feel like scolding him like so much but i refrained myself. i mean why dont u just fuck off and die. both of you just rot away. u all cause my sister all the misery and yet u all have the freaking face to say all that harsh words to her and kind of push the blame to her. bloody hell. i just hope karma bites both of you till both of u bleed like fuck. i mean bleed physically and mentally. they deserve it. we wasted our fucking trust. fucking hell. oh gosh. fuck off lahhhhhh!
my brother coming back soon. oh yeahhh. i miss him so much okay.
OMG i forgot to tell u! i took a test about ' whose ur celebrity boyfriend? ' and guess who i freaking got!
CHANNING TATUM! hes like my favourite guy actor. hes hot and handsome! im sooo glad i got him. that lifted my spirit a little bit. hes hot baby! haha. okay i don't wanna sound so obsessed. gahh.
though i secretly do.kidding. hahhaa!gosh i hate this blogskin. it makes my letters to be joined together. so not nice.
i guess i should get a new, nice blogskin.
so looongg blog.
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♥ bounce bounce baby .
Sunday, March 15, 2009 3:15 PM /
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hello! im curently waiting for miss juny to reply to my msg. i woke up realising that i have to finish my coursework. so i started on it and when i reached development, i realised im not certain about certain things. I was racking my brain to think of new, edited recipe and what to do after that but to no avail. im confused what im supposed to do. i think i should just send her the research first and ask her the rest on thursday when i meet her during the food preparation.
had a great talk with my sister yest. i really pity her. i hope that guy just rot and live life in misery and full of regret. i told her from my point of view and asked her to move on. cheer up okay.
i got to log off already.
TOODLES babies.:)
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♥ lust i guess.
Saturday, March 14, 2009 9:16 PM /
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hello dearies.
currently doing my coursework or rather not. Actually, im supposed to be doing but i've been spending endless time surfing the net. This coursework is due tomorrow and im left with quite alot, i think. I have to do surveys and such. gosh, this is so troublesome. and having a headache is certainly not helping.
Right in front of me, my sister is snoring her ass off. p.s, im waiting to go to the shop and stuff myself with chocolates. wake up
Holiday mood kicks in and i feel like sleeping like a log. how i wish that can happen, not in a million years though.
I feel emotional and wierd right now. I dont know why and i dont wanna feel like shit.
oh well, i guess i should just start adding words to my coursework if i wanna finish it by tommorow. I SO CANT WAIT FOR 11 OF NOV which is the last paper. i gonna scream my ass off. gahhh.
bye.
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♥ PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR~
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As you can see, i have finally change my blogskin. the other one was too plain
It is still half done as i still need to put my proper picture.
Im feeling super lethargic and thristy. I guess after this, im going to gulp down alot of water and sleep, blasting the music loud. I love fridays. It is basically a rest day for ma and i can do whatever i want like being nocturnal. haha.
Oh well, i cant be nocturnal for too long as my eyes is feeling heavy now.
so yeah. BYE.
:)
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♥ the offspring.
Friday, March 13, 2009 8:08 PM /
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OKAYY! HELLO! (:
its been days since i've updated.
although i know i rarely have visitors. :)
FIRST:
i had the best Community Heart Day ever. Plus Beyond Classroom Day too.
Seriously. The best among the 5 years.
We took millions of pics and vids. okay not millions but you know.
We were supposed to collect litters with different group but we ended up with the whole class walking together. Class bonding yeah. We discovered alot of dead fishes, horseshoe crab and also a half squid. and they stink. The sea were polluted with alot of s
Styrofoam and you should know that it would pollute the sea. So stop littering lah.
In between picking up litters we took pictures and also we toured along the beach. Great view.
We picked litters for about an hour and half. We were supposed to pick somemore at the other side of the beach but we ended up fooling around at the playground there. OH YAH I FORGOT TO TELL YOU WE WENT TO PASIR RIS PARK.
We played for a long time. The whole class really bonded. Its just unexplainable lah the experience. We had potluck after that. What a scrumptious meal we had. We watched the guys play soccer after that. and that was funny. Mr Ng too played.
We also played teamwork games. and captain ball after that. haha.
we had to go back school after that. It was a tiring day but it was fun lah.
SECOND:
we had Beyond Classroom day. we went to the botanic gardens. we had a tou guide and i learnt so much about the tropical rainforest.
THIRD:
i had alot of fun outing with cuzzies. i got the pictures. I know i said that i will upload my holiday pictures, i guess i have to go back on my words cause most of the pictures include unwanted people. so yeah. anyway im lazy to upload those may pictures. I planned to upload some pics of the outing but my internet is being an annoying idiot. so i guess next time yeah.
FOURTH:
Today is the last day of the term. And as per usual, we would get our report books. and i greatly dissapointed with my marks. I got 40+ points for my olevels. how worse could that be? gosh. i realised that i have been wasting my free days and not studying at all. so im going to start bucking up and improve on my studies. i dont want to waste a year.
I will update more if i feel like it. Im going to do some facebook-ing and then read books.
BYE U ALL.
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♥ U SHOULDNT CONTINUE LIVING.(:
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 8:47 PM /
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I WANNA REDO MY BLOGGGIEEEEE.
BUT I HAVE NO TIME.
AND I'M FEELING SEVERELY TIRED!
(:
Labels: ♥ KARMA WILL HIT U BAD.