♥ i find my paradise.
Friday, November 28, 2008 9:46 PM /
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I FEELL HAPPPYYY!
i wanna blog about alot of things but when im going to start tying everything just disappear.and when i switched off the computer, finally, those things i wanna spill on this blog comes back.
and yest i watched saw 1 and 2.gosh!gore and violence.after watching the movies, my stomach feels super uneasy.serious.
im so excited for the holiday.
i miss kristal!and my bed!Labels: ♥ miss independent.haha
♥ twilights!
Thursday, November 27, 2008 1:53 PM /
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I CANT WWAIT TO READ THE TWILIGHTS SERIES AGAIN!!!
Labels: ♥ OUCH
♥ now then i understand.
Monday, November 24, 2008 12:40 PM /
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nickelback-photographheyho.early post today.
gonna meet faridz at lavender today.going to take my passport today.i wonder how this look like.i hope it turns out well.
and i have a problem!aaaahhhh.i have too much things and now my memory card have no space.boohoo.one gb.i have too much songs i want to put in.i miss having a ipod.i have another memory card which is 256 mb.i think im gonna move all my photos there.if it fits.haha.just for the time being.there's alot of songs i wanna listen when im in the bus otw to KL.its a long trip and good songs is needed.and i still wanna put angels and airwaves and other more songs in.urgh.thats my problem.its a big problem for me.
stomach cramps have decreased.i feel pain alittle but now its bearable.not as worse as the last 4 days straight.i think im gonna heal soon.:)).yays.no suffering anymore.
i need books to read.seriously.rather than sitting around doing nothing, a book would be good.and i love reading books.and the library in yishun has reopened.so good.nearer.
i got to bath in an hour so.so i better stop blogging and find new songs.
toodles.toodles.
Labels: ♥ early post.
♥ says me.
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hadnt been blogging for a few days.
been having those stomach cramps which were sometimes unbearable.but now, the pain has not been so bad but its still there.dunnoe whats the matter.
anyways.nothing interesting been happening.just the normal.hadnt been meeting my friends.and i so want to meet them badly.all those plans we made didnt really happen.hahha.but its a must to plan an outing soon.:))
finally i have finished reading the twilights series.and im gonna read it again once my brother buys it for me.yays.
and i cant wait to watch the movie.the trailer seems interesting.and im sure it is.cause ive read the book.
ive watched john tucker must die.im slow i know.and i love it.hahahaa.
and i cant wait for my n lvl results to be out.aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.scary.i dunnoe what to feel.confident or not.i really wanna get thru.but im also scared if im not able to cope with the Os.cause many said that Os is really difficult.i dont know what to think uh.see my n levels results first.
and i also wanna watch wild child.it will come out in the cinemas at 27 nov.oooh cant wait.and i wanna watch it with my friends.
thats basically everything that i wanna say.so BYE UHHHHHH.haha.
Labels: ♥ you cant expect people to say the things you want to hear so get over it and live with it.haha.
♥damn this stomach cramps.
Friday, November 21, 2008 8:39 PM /
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i soo dont feel great.sick.
i want to lie down and blast music.
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♥ what if im not able to get through.
Monday, November 17, 2008 6:59 PM /
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link our eyes, life's rearranged.people change and promises are broken.and friendster is being a bitch.well well.hello.
and you know what.im friendless in friendster.i think everybody is.check yours.but i dont care.haha.
and im feeling uber irritated now.right now.if your passport picture need to be change you have to make a new passport and pay freakin 70 bucks.and yes i have that problem.and my passport only expires in 2010.and i still have a lot of pages left.but thanks to the person who ask me to change my picture.i have to change.but seriously my passport picture and my now face is practically the same.u ask my cuzzie,my sister and everybody who seen my face.i guess the person who asked me to change the picture is blind.its the malaysia custom or however u spell it.and surprisingly the singapore custom didnt say anything bfre i went in the malaysia one.it really piss me off and plus i have to go through all the trouble of taking my father ic and such.and freakin pay 70 bucks for my renewing my same face.what the hell.and we have to wait for 1-2 weeks to get the new passport.so troublesome.tsk.all money, money money.whatever.
and im so happy to go holiday.and getting the news about changing the whole passport is seriously DAMN!urgh.
im too pissed to type anymore.
Labels: ♥ dun forget to take a breath.
♥ hmm.i wonder whose that?
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Put your ego aside today, and let yourself be humble in the presence of greatness.hello there.
Labels: ♥ why hide.scaredy cat.tsk.
♥ move onnnnn.
Saturday, November 15, 2008 1:08 PM /
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oh jonas.going to the airport later.im abit confused right now but oh nvrmind.
aaaaaahhhh.wanna make my day by watching everybody loves raymond ahhh.
Labels: ♥ out of this world and oh my god jonas brothers.
♥ im right.youre wrong move on.
Friday, November 14, 2008 9:25 PM /
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wake up call.another post.
the other post was a survey that asha asked me to do..so yeah.
anyways.alot of people tried going in friendster but to no avail.hahaha.when u type the friendster url, a page will come out saying it doesnt exist or something like that.super irritating.but it doesnt affect me much as i dont check friendster that often and not too addicted to it.hurhur.
was watching jonas brothers video since just now.or since a few days back.i seriusly like their songs and their funny vids.oh.what will happen if i were to meet them.i will be so dumbstruck.no words can come out of my mouth.and their concert is like WOW!its a blast even though i watched it in youtube.haiz.damn hotties.
met reshmi and rajathi just now and watched camp rock.i watched it bfre but no harm watching another time.and what makes it more better is JOE JONAS.hurhur.*pearl melting right now.hahah.
i realised im getting annoying.hahah.i guess i have nthing to do but be annoying.and mostly my smaller sister have to put up with my annoyingness.does the word annoyingness exist?i dont know.
tmr i have to go send my aunt to the airport cause she going haji.really sad.):
and one more thing.i hungry but im too lazy too eat.and i dont like todays menu.tsk.
blablablabla.bye uhhh.
Labels: ♥ another random post.oh joe.
♥ those people who i want u to do the survey.u better.or else.
♥ i dun know if its a sign or just concidence.
asha asked me to do this survey so yeah im gonna do it.(:
1.The person who tagged you is?
Asha!
2.Your relationship with him/her?
One of my close friends!
3.Your 5 impression of him/her?
Pretty,smart,funny,caring and unique!
4.The most memorable thing he/she done for you?
alot.too much too remember.
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
she said she love me.haha.
6.If he/she become your lover, you will?
Too bad.we are both girls and aren't lesbians.
7.If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be?
repeat: we aren't lesbians.
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Never will happen.
9.If he/she dies,you will?
I dig the grave and jump in too.haaa.
10.What it is you want to tell he/she now?
Lets meet.been a long time since i meet you.
11.Your overall impression of he/she??
A strong person.not physically but mentally okay.
12.How do you think people around you will feel around you?
erm.they give better answers.
13.The characters you love of yourself are?
i dont know uhh.my minds blank at the moment.maybe my not lazy attitude.?
14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
low self esteem maybe.
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
i think myself.
16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.
go away.hahhaa.no lah.KISSES!
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1. Ferra 2. Yana 3. Siva 4. Asha 5. Faridz 6. Farhan 7. Irwan 8. Joelynn 9. Peimei 10. Winny
18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
I think hes single.
19.Is no.9 a male or a female?
Female.
20.If no7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they dont even know that the other one exist.
21.What is no.2 studying all about?
Studying?haha.she not studying but i think she should start too.
22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?
I dont remember but im sure it was a few days ago.
23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
I dunno.
24.Does no.1 have any siblings?
A smaller sister.
25.Will you woo no.3 ?
If shes a guy.
26.How about 7?
What about him?
27.Is no.4 single?
YEAP!
28.What is the surname of no.5?
Muhammad.or iszit shah?
29.What is the hobby of no.10?
dancing i think.
30.Does no.5 & 9 get along well?
They dont even know each other.if they get to know each other maybe yah.who knows.
31.Where is no.2 studying at?
Bukit timah.
32.Talk about something for no.1?
she the tiny terror.
33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ?
WHAT!im not a lesbian.
34.Where does no.9 live in?
i think it is in yishun.
35.What colour does no.4 likes?
pinnk
36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?
they dont know each other.
37.Does no.1 have any pets?
NOPE.
38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
if u think hes is then have your eyes checked.haaa.kidding.
39.What is no.10 doing now?
i have no freaking idea.
Labels: ♥ doing this survey is so fun and let my annoying get in the way.
♥ i think im ready for a slow dance with a stranger.
Thursday, November 13, 2008 10:35 PM /
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the jonas brothers just makes me happy.and they are hilarious bunch of people.hotties.Okay second post.
theres really nothing happening that has happened in the past few days thats why i have nothing to blog.tsk.
i cant wait to start work.as in work as a tutor.which reminds me that i have to revise primary 3 syllabus.shucks.i have to find primary 3 books.i know how to solve the maths problems but practise makes perfect people.
in december im going to kuala lumpur with my cuzzies and aunt.my sister and fazly.yeaherr..at last a holiday like old times.i miss old times holidays.it was super fun cause all the cuzzies were there.haha.
and i miss my brother.at last hes online.been a long time since i chatted with him.
and yes i also miss my sister.the sandy bitch one!
i also miss my brother.the elder one.been a long time since i seen him.haha
and i also miss my gerek cuzzies+fazly.
i miss my friends too.
i miss u all..!tsk.
bye uhhh.
Labels: ♥ at last im going to meet my friends tmr.yayness.
♥ gossip girl show is seriously great.and full of hot people.teehee.
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luckily there no naggings involved.i spent my day watching gossip girl and have finished the first season.oh yeahh.it is a good show and i like it.and chace is super hot.hurhur.
ive ben doing nothing in the past few days.not earning money and not doing anything good.haha.im too lazy uh.
Labels: ♥ chace
♥ i just wish i knew.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 8:00 PM /
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i dun understand.im confused.buggers.i just wish i knew.oh well.ill blog again tmr i guess.and im super duper hungry.and im very pissed off.oh damn it.
Labels: ♥ i dont know what to do.i want to be chased.
♥im a runaway sister.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 12:45 AM /
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arctic monkeys-flourescent adolescent.ive just finished entertaining my sister.she is such a perfectionist.everything needs to be perfect and i have to entertain her.sheesh.now you can view her sandybitch blog.just find yana and see her blog.
she's abit crazy right now.luckily fazly is there to entertain her.
and you know what.she woke up around nearly 8. she sleeps like a pig.no wonder she loves pig.
im still pondering about going home tomorrow or wednesday.ill see how.i dont feel good anyway.my body feels hot.
i spent my day on the computer.introducing to myself new songs.haha
k lor bye uhhh.
Labels: ♥ boredom
♥ vulnerable
Monday, November 10, 2008 2:41 PM /
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damn it.my horoscope for the day: Your physical health directly affects your emotional health. Start eating better! and it happened.i woke up at around 5 or 6 in the freaking morning.having the stupid headache that i cant take it.it was so unbearable that i cried and nearly vomitted.i still feel the headache at the lefthand side of my brain.shit.nvrmind.there's a nurse in the house.
im starting to listen vanessa hudgens songs.and its nice.to me at least.her new album identified.
Labels: ♥ im so random lah
♥ SCREAMMM!
Sunday, November 9, 2008 8:16 PM /
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i just love it.finally, i have time to post.
ive been using the computer from i dont know what time till now.and ive been busying with making a blog for my dear sister.and also sorting out her files.
okay.now i gonna post about my sister birthday party.in my previous post u seen 'yr in for a surprise.boo!' right.actually my cuzzies and my sister's bf planned a surprise party for my her birthday.we planned it even bfre my birthday.we all know my sister is a super gullible person.at least i know.so the party was held at my aunts house.and it was a blast.she went out with her bf first.and the reason fazly told her was that they want to bring faridz out so they need to go to my aunts house to pick him up.my sister was confused at first but for a gullible person she didnt cared.and what more both of them have to go up to their house and pick faridz.konon nyer lah.so when we saw fazly car we off the light and lighted the cake.we were so in a rush and what makes it more difficult was the candle.it keeps falling.so anyways.faridz opened the door and irwan started the birthday song and brought out the cake.my sister face was at first confused then shocked then happy.she was so happy to see a cake on her birthday.wierd.so pictures were taken.blabla.then treasure hunt time.haha.we hide her presents and let her find her 8 presents by herself.i cant tell you how happy she was.undescribable.we had to give her clues and all even though some of the presents we right in front of her.we took videos of her finding her presents.she was so happy to receive alot of presents.and then we took pictures again and also eat!!!
we went to neneks house after that bringing the balloons thinking that we would play musical chairs and those who lose will have to sit on the balloons.but we didnt.we sat around and my mum and my aunt went back home we played taiti.im the keturunan one.funny name.but anything.it was a super funny game and makes me super sort.first i will wins lots of money but end up being the one with little money.and then we played musical chairs but it was a one game thing cause we cant sit on the balloon cause it was around 1-2 in the morning and people are sleeping.so we played lotto instead.funny yet blookd pressure waws rising.i didnt win any game.haha.which reminds me i owe people money.hahaha.aiya how many cents only.we planned not to sleep but we did.so we slept at 3am.
and the next day was my grandmum kenduri for haji.so we had to wake up early.from 6 to 8 my aunt and neneks woke us up.nagging away.i decided to wake myself up as the naggings were unbearable and will never stop unless we wake up.
so bla bla bla.and all we did the whole day was to sit in the room feeling sleepy but yet still hyperactive.we entertain my smller sister.we were small kids again.we watch hi5 and dance along with it.haha.just for the fun of it and also to entertain my smaller sister at the same time.and we also imagine what my smaller sister would be like when she grow up.will she be a minah rep and the gangsteris type.we even acted out the scenario.and we even made a name for a turtle sachek.hahaha.wtf.turtle sachek sounds irritatingly funny.
and as per usual we had to clear everything as the others left and didnt clean.we talk and laugh until 3 in the morning again.and i woke up at nearly one.didnt want to go home today as im too lazy to go out.i didnt even follow my sister out cause im too lazy.
pictures time.captions is below every picture yeahh.
her 21 helium heart balloons bought by fazly for my sister.
a picture with the cake.
21st cake.
pictures of her presents.
a scrapbook made for her by us.
her presents.
the cake.
getting old.haha.
Sanderiana bibi.
Draceania Pearl-linnia.
Shaiful rizal.
Irwan shah.
Farhan shah.
Sher redza.
Muhammad fazly.
psst.faridz not here cause hes the photographer.its a pity.haha.haiz.
Great facial.tsk.
Busy eating cake.
sisters and irwan.
Rizal not in the picture cause i pushed his head down cause of something.i forgot.
Yana and Fazly.the provider.for the party.hehe.
pity faridz.heee.
damn.
she wanted to take pictures with her presents but we disturb her by spraying whatever that is called.
pipi lebih and gigi lebih.they claims.fine, i try to make it even then.
at last a picture with my sister.
i love them all.(:
okay done with the picture.i dont know what to do next.confirm youtube one.bye lahhh.
Labels: ♥ i need some time alone maybe.
♥ just walk away.
Friday, November 7, 2008 12:41 PM /
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just getaway,runaway.first and foremost!HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SANDERIANA BIBI!its my sister's birthday today.and is turning 21.getting older.hurhur.
anyways
today school is a super duper waste of time and we did nothing at all..went to school feeling very empty without my songs.as i did not know where i put my earpiece the day before.so anyway.went to yishun park walking the long way.they gave us gloves and a bag to put rubbish in.we were supposed to pick up litter.we walked one big round around the park and end up the same place.and not even a litter was picked up.we just walked and walked.in the end, the gloves became the rubbish and we threw it away.we went back to school after that feeling very angry as we didnt think going to yishun park doing nothing was productive.in fact, it was a really really waste of our time.and energy.after we reached school we started the potluck breakfast.some of our classmates brought food.and it was nice for our yearmaster to order food for us.so we ate and went home.so it was boring, not productive, completely waste of time and energy.tsk.whatteverrr.haha.
but i did have fun lahhh with my friends.
tuesday we planned to meet for swimming.and i sooo cant wait.
LETS LOSE CONTROLL!Labels: ♥ BOO. surprise suprise.sheesh.tsk.whatever.
♥ i hope everything goes well there.
Thursday, November 6, 2008 6:25 PM /
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(: getting better.okayy.
i have alot of things to do but im soo lazy to do it...
todya school was really a waste of time actually.but chemistry lesson was fun.and then we had physics.and i was very sleepy.and thank god.she stopped teaching just because someone was talking i think.and she didnt teach at all.and then i slept for 30 mins.well she gave the permission whatt.she said' no talking sleep can.' i know she's being sarcastic but i just slept.haha.
tmr i forced myself to school.just attend it for the sake of it lahh.
amrit lent me lots of cds and dvds and also books.and i havent started it yet.well soon.when the new dvd player comes.ill start.
this post is just rrandom.lahhh
tskkk.
Labels: ♥ tell me tell me
♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN.YAYAYAYAY
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 4:19 PM /
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it doenst really matter.u gonna be suprised bitch.hurhur.tskfirst thing first.today is kevin jonas birthday.21st birthday.haha.random.
tmr is the last day of school.the studying part only.but on friday.potluck breakfast.lame.they invited us to come but attendance is compulsary.so which one?still deciding.
and my gramdmum gets to go to haj.at least she wont go alone.for a month.surelyy will miss her.
i really have nthing to say lahhh.
byyyee.
Labels: ♥ so close your eyes, lets leave this town for a little wait.
♥ everyday please.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 3:24 PM /
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i promise you somehow.tmr can wait.
okay like finally im not too tired to blog.
just finished watching the twilights trailer.im sooo excited.im gonna watch it once it comes out.i was expecting better actors but this was okay.and they look so serious in those trailer.no smiling.haha.nvrmind.
well i wanna thank those who wished me,celeebrated with me and those presents.appreciate those totally.haha.
well on my birthday.i spent half of my day sitting at home playing the computer and also reading the twilights saga series.planned to meet farhan and go with him to neneks house.but all of sudden, my sister called and said that fazly will pick me up.i thought hmm.somethings fishy.
on the way there, i think the bus is more faster as fazly took the long way to go to neneks house and there were lot of phone calls and 'slow sikit fazly'.haha.something like that.from that on, i have a feeling.haha.wheni reached thre was shocked that thre were cakes and cupcakes.and food.i was happy and shocked.though i had a feeling.haha.they sang me a birthday song and the usual thing during a party.blow candles, eat and eat.they said theres more suprise.and neneks said' dah tgk bilik?'.so i knew it had something to do with the room.after eating they ask me to go to the room.and another shock was presents on the bed and the room was decorated with balloons and my picture in the foot of the bed.see the picture.i dont know how to explain.im so surprised that everyone one of my cousins gave me a present.haha.all the presents were so nice.after that, they ask me to write a wish.we went up and pasted the paper ,which i written my wish, on the balloon.they ask me to let go of the balloon and let it fly all the wayyy upppppp.that was my favourite part of the surprise party.haha.
after all that.fazly was sick so he slept for a while.and the rest who were bored, played musical chairs.haha.it was fun and those who lose have to sit on a balloon till they burst.the part where we have to burst the balloons were funny.videos were taken but its not with me.laughters as usualll.great day and im really happpy.nvr had a party for my birthday.
thank you u all.
and today recess.i was so shocked and nvr expected it to happen.my friends bought a cake and we celebrated it.and they also gave me presents.the cake was delicious. and pretty.pictures were taken but i dont have it right now.i upload it once i have.:)
thank u!
this is the greatest birthday ive ever had you know.haha.im happy:)
anyways.today school is super boring but the recess part was fun.lesson were boring as usual.4 days to go and then no more school.the teacher's voice were so boring and droning.it brings me to sleep.sleepy the whole day except for history lesson.surprisingly.haha:)
okay.the pictures.the surprise party.thres more but its not with me.
look at how they decorated the room.:)
and also hari raya photos.only got it a few days back.
for this post my english is abit sort.haha.
okay chalobeteh lahhhh.
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