♥ its just a love story, baby just yes.
Friday, October 31, 2008 10:52 PM /
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im craving for it.you can try to break us and make us fall us fall apart.but the fire's in our heart.reminisce on mermories cause we're gone.okay people.ive watched high musical musical 3.the mocie is much much better than 2 even though the video i watched wasnt in good quality.firstly,the voices werent that clear and i heard was mumbling sometimes.but i did catch some though.
and yes.i like it.and also zac efron.hurhur.bagos.
anyways.
school was as usual.boring boring boring.sleepy sleepy sleepy.just cant hlp it when it comes to history lesson.which reminds me that i forgot to ask reshmi for her notes which i was so lazy plu sleepy to copy.it turns out on nov7, we have a walk and also potluck breakfast.whatever shit lah.
and in approximately an hour im officially sixteen.now if cuzzies outing was to watch a movie. dont blame it on me if you cant watch nc 16 shows.blame it on faridz ke.farhan ke.hahaha.great.
well.you know what i want.
twilights series.i know im reading it now but it's amrits.so i want to have my own so im able to read it everytime.
im definitely happy.if i get those series.hahaha.fancy me writing what i want huh.nevermind dont worry.im just dreaming.forget it.:)haha.
haiz next year im going to take my o lvls.im being optimistic here.anyways, time really flies uhhhh.i still remember sec 1 and also my primary school days which i really miss super damn muchies.haha.whatever.
haiz i just cant sleep.its always like that.
and yes.now im at the third book.eclipse.and seriously.didnt you people listen to me.i told you to read it what.haha.whatever.today im abit different.hahaha.too overreactive maybeee.
k lor.bye.dear readers.
i dont want.Labels: ♥ exactly 45 minutes.tsk.
♥ 2 days left.
Thursday, October 30, 2008 5:08 PM /
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its so unfair that everytime i wanna do it right.i know there's wrong.am looking thru videos.avenged sevenfold.and i pressed a little piece of heaven video.and i was shocked looking at the video.its disturbing.but funny in a sort of way.but definitely disturbing in a cartoonic kind of way.killings,zombies.and bloods.i was like gulping all the way.i dont know why.haha.and the video is 8.12 mins.full of skeletons playing violin.haha.
anyways,ive finished reading the first book which is twilights and now nearly finishing the second book.new moon.seriously lah.the book is very hard to put down.the writer made the story so full of suspense that keeps me reading more.and she explained every detail of a person that i can imagine about it.and she makes the edward boy sound so handsome.and plus hes super caring.
its unbelievable that i read 2 books within two to three days.1000++ pages.
actually i think vampires story are very boring and lame.but this writer really changed the way i look at it.but some of the vampires books are boring and lame.i cant wait for the movie to come out.and ill be sure to watch it.i think i wanna slow down the reading as i dont want to finish it so fast.haha.this book is nice.pls read it.:)haha
as usual today had school and i was sleepy as usual.im so happy tmr is friday.and weekends coming so i wont have to go to school.yays.and another day again tmr.but at least theres cooking session to look forward to.i love practical.
oh shit.
Labels: ♥ darn.
♥ 3 days more.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 4:37 PM /
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its nice to be neglected.heyhoooo..
school overall was fine but it was super a waste of time and i was feeling sleepy every lesson.just wish those 8 days flies fast.urgghhh.
currently reading twilights right now.at last im reading a book.and yes the book is super nice and i find it difficult for me to put it down.the book is really nice.u people must read it.
i really got nothing to do other than reading book.so maybe il continue reading or maybe ill watch everybody loves raymond.hmm?
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♥ 4 days more.
Monday, October 27, 2008 7:48 PM /
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and i thought a blog was for expressing one's feelings?hello.
happy deepavali to everyone people who is celebrating it.:)
and what sucks is we still have to attend school for 8 days.urgh.
to study.for o levels.im too lazy.but ill just attnd but i wont like study like crazy cause i did during my n levels period.now i wanna be freee.
im confused now as i wanna buy a great thing for my sister.but, i dont know what to buy.she seems to have everything.we have limited things to buy for her.oh gosh.and she have already bought a present for me.early.but i wanna open it on my birthday.haha.hmm.im still confused.oh well.
ive got nothing to write anymore.
BYE!:)
Labels: ♥ lets leave it on the line.
♥high school musical 3
Saturday, October 25, 2008 2:57 PM /
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ever feel so tired that u suddenly out of control just let go everything you are carrying.well i have.and i made a mess out of it in the end.i dont know i feel so tired.if only i could sleep all day long.my eyes feels heavy right now.boohoo.and i think i gonna get headaches.
i dont know what to do now.feeling very bored as usual and there's no programmes that are fun to watch in the television.
HSM3:
ive seen the trailer and i think its much much more better than 1 and 2.
and i wanna watch.but ill wait till it comes in the net.haha.
really attracting.:)
short post.
oh well i guess ill should just post random pictures then
pictures below are during hari raya, reshmi birthday and class bbq
enjoyy!
RESHMI BIRTHDAY!
HARI RAYA!
CLASS BBQ!
K LAH BYEEEE!
Labels: ♥ i cant wait to watch.
♥ second post
Thursday, October 23, 2008 10:13 PM /
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i dont feel great and i have negative thing running in my head.
oooohh damn it.
MUSIC PLS:)
Labels: ♥ music brightens my mood.
♥ my house is super completed!
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Give me a reason to end this discussion,To break with tradition, to fold and divide.'Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes,Talking with strangers, waiting in line.I'm through with these pills that make me sit still.I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous.Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires .Or counting the number of tiles in the ceiling.Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire!
I used to rely on self-medication.I guess I still do that from time to time.But I'm getting better at fighting the future.
are you feeling fine?
yes, i feel just fine!.
hey.
at last after so much hours, i managed to finish doing all the things need to be done for this blog.i wouldn't change my
blogskin if my 'before' skin were having problem.:)
anyways.he didn't make noise about the problem at all.i guess he knew he was in the wrong or something.but
something i hate about it is that they are such
pessimistic person.and i would get easily demoralised again and again.but sometimes, i will just let it pass and let them say what they wanna say.i know they don't mean it anyways.maybe.who knows?
tmr is my brother's birthday.the one who is currently in
Brunei.happy birthday.miss you:)
AND
yay!the stuff just arrived and they are fixing it all now.iYAY.now i have cold water and watching
tv is much more fun with bigger screens.
received my report books already.and i got a total 12 points for prelim.for me, i say i didn't do quite badly.as prelim is much more difficult than n levels.ill shall think positively.:)
my father wants to put the computer in the hall cause he read the newspapers and saw crap things that happen to other people.
im like huh?
thats the other people.we are different okay.hurhurhurhur.:)
miss
juny has finally gave birth to a baby boy.oh gosh.
hahaha.confirm cute!:)
i wanna read books.but sadly the library nearer to my house is shifting near to
northpoint.so it will be closed till 14
nov.my gawd.long time.but
nvrmind ill try to put aside my
lazyness and go to other libraries.oh shit.
i missed heroes episodes shown in channel 5.its so difficult to keep up with the tv.:)haha.i keep forgetting that its on monday.haiz.i gotta start watching so i won't get confused after missing
alot of episodes.and yes.i have yet to watch season 4 prison break too.boohoo.im too slow.plus lazy.dang!
and yes.i said i wanna learn how to play guitar right.but
im so not learning yet.haha.thats why
im truckload of unrealistic dreams.:)whatever.nvrmind.i try to get started.
and
ive been listening to
jonas brothers songs all the way.they are such great singers to me.handsome.great voices.full package.at least
they played some rock
songs.mostly.which i
likee.even my smaller sister loves listening to their songs.hurhur.well everybody have their own taste in songs.i love songs with guitar and drums in it. and the
jonas brothers do.
oh.golly
goshgosh.
im feeling bored.but i
dont feel like watching movies or learn to play guitar.
okay
lah.
im going admire those new things.oh such wonderful things.
haha.
To0
dles dearies.:)
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♥ im going bonkers.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008 1:46 AM /
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im too tired already.
its a pity that people think very lowly and badly about us.everything we do seems to be a problem to everyone.everything we do will make people think negatively about us.
idont even know what they want me to be?be an anti social person and be in the house 24/7 and clean the house.
even a bbq outing can be made into a big issue.instead of calling me straight they need to call other people and make them worry.what is the use of giving me a phone then?im 16 and i know whats right and whats not.and he can still say that im not always at home to entertain my sister.hmph.at least i dont go around doing wrong things.its just sleeping over at my granny's place.her mum.he never will understand.going out gor a bbq for one whole day and coming back at night can also be an issue to him.he have to blame other people for not taking care of me well and call others stupid.in fact, i told him whre i was going bfre i went out and he didnt say a thing.during this holidays i can count with my one hand how many times ive gone out with my friends.i think 2 or 3 times only.and as always ill clean the house bfre i go out and nvr asked them for money.and still have the cheek to say i lied to them.ehhh pls lahh.its been a long time since i lied to them cause i find no point in lying anymore.when we didnt lie they will say we lie.i didnt know what i did to make him lose trust in me anyway.whatever.
and today i went out with yana.and also another problem.why do she have to think like that?obviously my sister wont bring me to places like pub or anything or teach bad things to me.she's my sister for goodness sake.and its has hurt us quite harshly.although she said those harsh things,ill nvr be rude to her.she the one who makes my life better anyway.but what she said really hurt my sister badly.i know my sister is hurt but she doenst show it.and i myself feel sad that they feel we would do something like that.nvrmind.
as long we know didnt do anything that is bad, its okay.we are mature enuf to think already.
tmr i gotta face questions again.just show them the msg is enuf.i didnt lie.whatever.
this is the first time that im blogging bout my feelings.
the true me is that i cry when im angry, im too sensitive and i care too much about what people think about me.so im gonna stop already.
anyways, my blog is currently not in a so good condition.but ill chnge it soon
and those voices are so soothing to the ears.
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♥ second post
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 4:49 PM /
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blog is being a bitch and not following my orders.so my blog is currently unavailable for awhile.
and i got to get ready to go out.
bye.
Labels: ♥ the afraidness is still lingering in me.this is me.
♥ sometimes i got to learn to let go.
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music entertains me when i bored or down:)
im at my grandmum house.yest had the bbq.i seriously dont know why they want us to meet early.but whatever.i dont care anymore.
its a pity some didnt come for the class bbq due to some reasons.had fun although were feeling abit angry with the planner.but whatever again.
yana told me she slept at 8 am and i so sure she gonna wake up late.planned to go out today but looking at the time and my sister.i dont think so.haiz.we'll see what time she wakes up yeahh.but i dont care i wanna go out.i dont go out much.in fact i dont like to go out at all.but going out with my sister is okay.cause she brings me to places ive nvr been.thats why i like going out with her.:)
im hungry but i dont feel like eating.
Labels: ♥ im afraid right now.
♥ truckload of unrealistic dreams
Sunday, October 19, 2008 4:18 PM /
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oh gosh.im freaking bored.nothing to do at all.
i wanna go out but where?
but whatever it is, it is much much better than waking up early to go to school.
haha.i dont like to wake up early.annoying.
BBQ tmr.and i dont even know where to meet,what time and what to bring?oh well.
boredom.
Labels: ♥ boorinng
♥ im speechless over the edge.
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musics in my soul.i can hear it everyday,everynight.its the only thing on my mind.
oh yeah its true.
decided to use the computer as i cant sleep at all even though its 12.14am.and i woke up at 7.00 in the morning.i dont know why ive been falling asleep late even though i woke up early and make myself lethargic.i just cant sleep.i would probably fall asleep at 2 or 3 maybe.
around nearly 11pm,finally my mum and i finished cleaning the house.the open house was fun.and the food is uber scrumptious.my mum's lamb chop was the nicest and was the first to finish.she is really a good cook.the chocolate chips that i made finish too.200 pieces and it is all in the stomach,digested.nvrmind at least they like it.i made it for the open house anyway.didnt take any pictures though.eh we did.ard 1 or 2 like that.and we spend most of the time playing hide and seek with my smaller sister and entertaining her.it's fun seeing a kid happy.she was upset as we didnt play with her at first.but after that it was okay.
anyways,i really want to work in december for the big function my uncle mentioned earlier today.i mean who doesnt.the pay: fifteen bucks per hour.FIFTEEN BUCKS.HOUR.my gawd.hard to find you know.he say sixteen maybe can.and luckily my birthday falls on november.yay!but then i dont think im that qualified due to my discapabilities to carrying heavy stuffs and big trays with glass cups and jugs.oh damn it.well at least thats what my cuzzies and uncle says.they doubt it if i can carry.thats what they think when they see my size and my skinnyness.haiyah sure canlahhh.my sister also
kurus kedeket whatttt.leh angkat pe.why i cnnt?theres a saying
'Dun judge the book by the cover.'so yeah ill try.who noes maybe i can carry heavy stuffs and carry big trays.
blm try lom tahu.i think ill try practising carrying big tray the right way and carry heavy stuff.
just for the money.suffer..:)
well the tutoring job is still on but ill have to wait until the girl got her primary 3 school books.looks like i gotta do some flashbacks and studying.i was asked to teach maths,english and the worst of all malay.so not my greatest subject.i dont even know how to compare baldi with basin.pretty stupid u see.well the december job and tutoring at the same time.ill try to manage.just for the money plus experience.and also get extra cash to do shopping with MY HARD-EARNED MONEY.at last.
and yana i know you will read this so
biler i get money ikot aku pergi jln.tpi biler ader duit ler.hurhur.shes a person who is very busy.sleeping during her free time.
tknk spend time ngan adek dier.tidor pulak.so i dah pinjam kau dulu.:)tpi lagy lamer.so advance.
still have to wake up early tmr to clean the house as it is still dirty.it needs mopping and vaccumming(?) to do.no cooking at all as we still have leftovers.rendang ayam.not much my fav.but i still eat it.eh i may be small but nobody noes how much i eat.pretty difficult to be a high metabolism person.my family has that.u eat u sleep everyday and wont grow fatter.sheesh.i dun like lahhhh.i wanna grow fat.im too skinny for a skinny person.anorexic is so not the word to describe me cause im not suffering from it.
haiz.super bored.i wish there was company to entertain me.everybody asleep except me and pai's not home yet.
we were looking thru neoprints i took a few years back.which reminds me its been a long long time since i took neoprints.2 years.its a waste of money and time anyways.might as well take apicture of yrself using a camera or yr phone and edit it.much better.free of charge.lagy best.anyway my cuzzies laugh at my face.well its funny though.i admit it.i cante believe i look like that.and now its different.i dont look like what i was before.and i dont even miss my before face.hurhur.whatever lahhh.those days are over.
anddddd.i got my phone back.yayness.now ive been listening to it most of the time.i miss it.veryyy muchies.but the memory card.i had to format it again and now all the songs are so not in the order i want.nvrmind ill arrange it back on day.
but ive reduced my msging already.good.i dont have to waste my money.which is decreasing by the minute.my hari raya money some more.all wasted on food.welli dont care lah.im happy when my stomach satisfied.and my stomach has not been satisfied yet.i miss the food i ate at anderson with my sister.her treat.duh.i hope shes free on tuesday.maybe we go satisfy our insatisfied stomach.but even if shes free, she'll be spending her day sleeping like a pig.damn it.i hate it.cant help it when her room is dark and has no windows to let her know whether its morning or night.
and she post a bullentin board which i would read it when im bored.it is really nonsensical and funny.it makes her look dumb and stupid which is best.she made a fool of herself.yay.whatever pearl.
im bored lah.i wanna watch prison break but...i just dont have the prison break mood just yet.i need the mood.
i think ill surf the internet for a little while and try to sleep.
bye dearies.pretty long post ehs.:)
Labels: ♥ open house.
♥ yeaher
Friday, October 17, 2008 10:54 PM /
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just some pictures.
am exchanging pictures with amrit and all the songs she introduced to me is so nice.she has the same taste with me in songs.oh yeah.
my house is all set for the open house tmr.and its gonna be a hectic day.and not forgetting tiring.haiz.
but the food is super nice.i think tmr ill be eating all the way.
feeling very bored.i think after the open house im gonna start watching prison break season 4.:))
okay lah bye!
Labels: ♥ glad to see you
♥ i miss my homieeee..
Sunday, October 12, 2008 7:00 PM /
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♥ oh yeahhh.
just came back from kak ida's open house.well her condo is super nice.and the swimming pool was super big and nice.but the deepest pool is 1.2m.i noe thats not deep at all.haha.
super tiring walking with not-so high heels around the condo.its pretty BIGGG!
yest was aunty hanim's open house.didnt do much thre except camwhoring.
i will upload the pics when i get them.
pretty bored as thre no tv shows to watch at all.and im feeling sleepy but dun feel like sleeping.im hungry but i dun feel like eating.
mood swings and the feeling of wanting to drink always is the feeling ive have been feeling today.
i know why.shitty feeling.
okay lahh.im gonna try to find a great movie to watch and maybe go to cold storage if im not lazy to get some chips.
toodles dearies.have a great monday tmr.bye.Labels: ♥ i miss my nokia lots
♥ damn those manicured nails!
Thursday, October 9, 2008 6:47 PM /
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feeling super bored and i feel guilty for using the computer since the afternoon non stop.holy shit.
my father is currently painting the cabinets and it has turned out to be a pretty colour.he painted the kitchen,kitchen cabinets and now the hall cabinets.yay!
haha
randompost dey.hahaha
i guess im gonna stop using for a while.bye readers.(if thre is):)
Labels: ♥ flyleaf
♥ i dreamt about it since
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OFFICIALLY N LEVEL IS OVER!:)
f and n paper was not that diff.the essay qn was diff.never seen that kind of qn bfre.
anyways no more paper and i dont have to go to school until the 23 october.early holiday maybe?haha
my hari raye money is decreasing and im too lazy to go raya-ing.might as well sit at home and rot.much better even though its super boring.but ill watch movies.
and yess.my manicured nails is spoiled.my hardwork and effort is washed away.nvrmind im going to go do manicure soon.a must.:)
and 20 oct is bbq day with my class.im a bit lazy though but still going.we'll have fun okay
gonna watch movies uh.but i dunnoe what movies to watch.oh well just search at youtube.
bye.
Labels: ♥ i just keep dreaming about it.
♥ holy shito
Tuesday, October 7, 2008 9:54 PM /
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i just cant study.it annoys me so.
holy shito..
Labels: ♥ last paper tmr.rejoy yeahhh
♥ i miss my nokia.
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hello dearies.
turns out i didnt spend my day studying.i always talk but no action seen.haha.so far chapter 1 ive studied and im left with hmm, i think 15-16 chapters to remember.yes 15-16.alot ye.well.i suffer now but after the paper tmr.im not gonna study ler.yayyayayyayayayay!no words can be said how happy im am okay.super elated.super excited.:)hoorayyyy!
anyways,i think its time for me to open my book and get that whole book information in my small brain.okay.
toodles.:)
Labels: ♥ says me
♥ get back.
Monday, October 6, 2008 9:52 PM /
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heylo people.
feeling very bored.and i feel like munching on something but cante find anything to munch.haiz.
no school for me tmr.yayness.:)but i have to spend my day studying the whole book of food and nutrition cause my last n lvl paper is on wednesday.and then free:)im gonna put all my books one side.not gonna study for maybe a mth?haha.
oh well...i guess i shld watch movie or smthing to ease my boredomness.
toodles then.:)
Labels: ♥ thats just the way we roll. low self-esteem maybe.
♥ oh damn it
Friday, October 3, 2008 10:21 PM /
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i have computer, i have tv, i have things to get me entertained.but im just not.shithead.its pretty odd that im bored when i have the computer to entertain me.im freaking uber super duper bored.i guess i know why.maybe it is, maybe it isn't.ohwell.oh and yeahhh!ive finish reading murakami.next!Labels: ♥ dance dance dance
♥ a traitor a traitor in a second.
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heyhooo:)
currently am reading dance dance dance by haruki murakami, listening to songs, blogging, eating ferrero and drinking coke.hmmm.multitasking.
maths paper finally over.
still one last paper which is my food and nutrition paper.after that im gonna hooray hooray!
didnt do much today except help in the cooking and then off to surfing the net and print pictures to decorate my pinkish room.now it looks more decorated after adding pictures to it.and i scanned alot of my smaller sister baby pictures.i so wish she doesnt have to grow up.just be a baby as always.she effing cute when shes a baby.but now, haiz she soooooo naughty and...it's difficult to explain how naughty she is.she can get people angry in a minute.haiz.but she is still cute.her hobby:making people angry that is.
selamat hari raya yeah
first day of raya manage to get a lot this year.shocking but glad.
second day of raya took history paper.luckily i studied about japan in the morning.and yes.!it came out for the essay qn.yeahherrr.and luckily i decided not to study abput stanlin.cause it came out for sourcebased.i think for my comb humanities i can get ard 3 or 4.hahaha.optimistic ler.
i have nothing much to say then.
bye lahhhh..i wanna munch on kuihs. :)
oh and yeahh
below are my sister baby pictures.
somw are abit small though.
and im so evil to crop only my sister picture.hahaha.i threw all the people included in the picture and just kept my sister.yeaherrr.
the picture above is the cutest.i love her eyes.
oh well.
BYE LAHHHHH!
Labels: ♥ i donte know why its so difficult