life's a game, but its not fair.

much loves, pearlly.

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hello.i know im not supposed to use the computer.but my brother asked me whether i wanted to use and i said yes.i dunno why.
anyways.i was in school for ten hours today.it is super tiring.and i received more and more homework.i just dunno how im gonna survive with studying and homework.
im going to enjoy eating bfre fasting month arrive.i really need.
and yana.think positive and don't think about all of that too deep.anything just call me and i'll try to cheer u up.i try.:)im just a beep away and my ear is free.
im feeling very lazy to study but i really need to finish stusying my SS so i can do all my other subjects.i've made many teachers dissapointed in me.i've not done their hmwrk and they can't sa anything except feel dissappointed.but they shld understand that im studying.ayer.and i dunno why teachers always demoralised students.okay not all.but some.they say we shld consider about our choices.something like that.cause when they start talking like that.i will shut off and not listen to all the demoralising crap.argh.i dun like it when that happens.and my school wants us to score 6 points for our subjects.if we score 7,8,9 or 10, we will have to sit outside the staffroom for a few weeks.its like what the hell?im aiming to get A1 or A2 for food and nutrition,3 or 4 for my english and maybe 3 for my mother tougue.or maybe 3 for my maths.which totals up to 7-9 points.i wont mind sitting outside the staffroom for just a little while.as long i can go secondary 5 and pass my o levels.
im getting this headache every tyme and panadol is the one i turn to.but it wouldn't work but i still drink it down my throat though.actually its not like headache.its like the feeling of headache wanna come thing.my head feels heavy.and i cant study if that happens.i think it is heavy due to the lots of information in it.haha.lame.
and yeah,i've been wanting to learn how to play guitar.i didnt feel like wanting to learn it now but in fact its been quite a long time ago.dini has taught me the basics but i forgot about it alittle.i think i gonna learn it after my n levels.just you wait.
dini been gone for erm 7 or 8 days and he still have not bought his prepaid card.wonder how he is doing.i havent chat with him for a few days already.
let me light up the sky.:)
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