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heyho dickheads:))
my brother just left from the house otw to the airport.if ur wondering why,he is flying to brunei for a year for NS.i wonder why the people didnt want them to fly during the weekend like friday night or saturdat nite.that way maybe i will be able to send him.and they even made them have a 2 in the morning flight.reallyy wierd and i donte know why they do that.dini said nevermind that i wonte be sending him.he say he would rather want no one to send him.(okay my english is totally corrupted.but who cares?im too sad to bother)but i know deep inside he wouldn't want to be alone.so my father,mum,kristal and me sent him till downstairs until he took the cab.i was gonna cry but i hold back.when i reach hme i broke dwn.otw up,i saw my father sad face.i know he feels like crying but he is hiding the sad face till dini took the cab.i noe my father will miss him like me.i swear he look sad.my father is the type who doesnt show all his feelings in front of his children but i know he love us.i guess i misunderstood it all bfre.but now i understand him quite well.i hpe dini will have a safe flight thre and would always be online everytyme im online.i seriusly miss him.oh well...i just hope hes alright!:)i hope time flew fast without me knowing it.
anyways was late this morning.first tyme in this year im late.:)have to take two tests tmr.chemistry and SS.and yes!i got my prelim SS results and ive got 29/50.im feel happy getting that score eventhough its not and A1.it difficult to pass it okayy.
okay im gonna dwnload songs that i want and put it in my brother 4 gb thumbdrive.yeahoo..after dwnloading im gonna STUDYYYY..i feel guilty of not studying properly.hurhur.
oh well.toodles my dear readers.(if theres any):))
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