♥ fasting month.
Sunday, August 31, 2008 2:02 AM /
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heyho u.
currently at my grandmum huse updating this blog using my sister's lappie:)
yest went to sakura and kaoraoke(?).
actually i wasnt supposed to be thre at first.
at first i didnt know no one was at neneks huse.so i came to the house without telling nenek that im coming.at last when i reached here no one is at home.
my sister called and ask me to take the cab to clementi woods park.she was at sakura.
so i hailed a cab and off i go.:)
reached thre and didnt at anything cause if i wanna eat my sister have to pay $26.so i just sat thre.the stupid thing was my sister paid $26 just to eat jellies.she has no appetite thats why.
after that i folllowed her to kaoraoke(?) with her friends.we went to orchard in front of hard rock cafe.
they sang and around nearly 4 in the morning, fazly sent us home.
anyways i gotta wake up early for sahur.and also thre is 2 mre days left for n level.great or what?
haha.i wanna go sec 5!
i want to watch 4bia.but in youtube there only the 'last flight' and 'camp'.it was not that scary though.but it will sure bring nightmares looking at the gory-like pictures.serious.well its looks gory to me.
*yawns.
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♥ paper walls
Thursday, August 28, 2008 7:34 PM /
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hello.i know im not supposed to use the computer.but my brother asked me whether i wanted to use and i said yes.i dunno why.
anyways.i was in school for ten hours today.it is super tiring.and i received more and more homework.i just dunno how im gonna survive with studying and homework.
im going to enjoy eating bfre fasting month arrive.i really need.
and yana.think positive and don't think about all of that too deep.anything just call me and i'll try to cheer u up.i try.:)im just a beep away and my ear is free.
im feeling very lazy to study but i really need to finish stusying my SS so i can do all my other subjects.i've made many teachers dissapointed in me.i've not done their hmwrk and they can't sa anything except feel dissappointed.but they shld understand that im studying.ayer.and i dunno why teachers always demoralised students.okay not all.but some.they say we shld consider about our choices.something like that.cause when they start talking like that.i will shut off and not listen to all the demoralising crap.argh.i dun like it when that happens.and my school wants us to score 6 points for our subjects.if we score 7,8,9 or 10, we will have to sit outside the staffroom for a few weeks.its like what the hell?im aiming to get A1 or A2 for food and nutrition,3 or 4 for my english and maybe 3 for my mother tougue.or maybe 3 for my maths.which totals up to 7-9 points.i wont mind sitting outside the staffroom for just a little while.as long i can go secondary 5 and pass my o levels.
im getting this headache every tyme and panadol is the one i turn to.but it wouldn't work but i still drink it down my throat though.actually its not like headache.its like the feeling of headache wanna come thing.my head feels heavy.and i cant study if that happens.i think it is heavy due to the lots of information in it.haha.lame.
and yeah,i've been wanting to learn how to play guitar.i didnt feel like wanting to learn it now but in fact its been quite a long time ago.dini has taught me the basics but i forgot about it alittle.i think i gonna learn it after my n levels.just you wait.
dini been gone for erm 7 or 8 days and he still have not bought his prepaid card.wonder how he is doing.i havent chat with him for a few days already.
let me light up the sky.:)
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♥ hectic idiotic year
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 11:23 PM /
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heyho!
this days its been super hectic and not forgetting LETHARGIC.
i dun understand this teachers.they expect us to study but the hmwrk they giving us so super much and expect us to finish it by tmr,then what about studying then?gosh.
im not supposed to use the computer but my sister wanted to use it so i decided to use it for a little while.okay not for a little while.i've been using it for an hour or so.
i feel like my brain gonna burst any minute.the whole chapter 6:detterence and diplomacy is in my brain now.even though some parts of it i decided not to remember but it is still alot of information.i still have 5 mre topics to go and left with 5 mre days.and plus im due oh so many hmwrk.but heck cares.im not doing all the hmwrk at all.except for maths.:)cause i like to do maths practises.:).
i really want to come back for sec 5.i must.
i hope whatever i have studied will come out.
i really cante wait for n levels to finish.i gonna do alot alot alot of things.going out.watching movies with my friends.read thousands of books.and sooo not going to revise any of my studies for a mth.that is relaxing.:)
fasting mth is cming and im sure to get tired easily.i dunnoe how to manage.study and fasting together.but ill try and manage it.
oh and yah.
i got back my mt, SS and english PRELIM pprs.i passed all but all was just a GRADE 5.which totalled up to?14-15 points.if this was my n levels points,i have no idea what to do.
told dini abt my prelim marks and my n lvls is just a week away or less.he said i better study properly and make sure ill be studying for my Os when he comes back.that motivates me alot.i dunnoe how but i feel motivated.
i regret for not studying earlier.that was what my friends also said.but who asked us not to listen to those ppl advises and chose to be lazy.its our fault.
boohoo.
its pretty stupid for me to start revising 2 weeks bfre.i know.
no point regretting.
anyways.i better sleep now if not i will feel sleepy for the whole 5 PERIODS of SS.yes 5 PERIODS with talking,talking,talking and SBQ AND SEQ PRACTISES.makes me sleepy talking bout it now.yawn.:O..
i hope SS lessons dun get too dragging,boring and blabla.i just cante explain how sleepy one can get in that lesson.youll be handbanging within 15 mins or so.
5 mre days to n levels.not prepared?u can say that again.im really not that prepared.boohoo.
clearly achieved!
Labels: ♥ im having a SS paradise.okay not paradise.
♥ its sugar and all spice.
Friday, August 22, 2008 9:55 PM /
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N lvls in 9 days time my dear friends.study,study,study. but im not.sheesh.Labels: ♥ 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 N LEVELS HERE BAYBE
♥ 11 days!OMGGGGGG!
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 9:30 PM /
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okay.at last pictures,pictures,pictures.
ni wanna step emo
skyride.
:)
kakakku lors:):)
hello:)jonas brothers to jonet brothers plus mepicnic:)flower boys:)there are pictures ppl wanna act emo.u know whu u are.had a great fun on that day.anyways.11 days to n lvls.im feeling super scared.butterflies in my stomach right now.butterfly,butterfly.omg.boohooo...
ull find someone better.definitely not me.no point in waiting.Labels: ♥ light up the sky.
♥ 2 weeks and still counting
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 10:22 PM /
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heyho my dears.
i know i have not uploaded the pictures but soon i will.dini came online and manage to talk to him.hes doing fine and he told me that he can't wait to come back home and he is waiting patiently right now.pity.i hope he pass his ippt so he can come visit us.i miss him.
n levels is in 2 more weeks and im starting to study.today i did some spring cleaning of the papers and tmr gonna start studying.YEAHOO!ive still not finishing my maths hmwrk and i have to do 2 paper 2 from diff. schools.im pretty scared of prelims already.imagine n levels?i would prbably freak out and be totally stressed out.
im so tired nowadays.been sleeping in class.haiz.just cante help the sleepyness.
oh well i guess i better continue doing my hmwrk.yawn.:)
bye.
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♥ skyride and luge is a yeahoo!
Sunday, August 17, 2008 10:20 PM /
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okay heyho readers.
omg my brother sent me an email and shit i cante open it.FINALLY im able to open the email.yayness.i miss him.
yest, went to sentosa, pahlawan beach if im not wrong with my dear cuzzies,sister and fazly.when we reach thre we chose a place beside a rock and had a picnic.:)ate nasi goreng done by nenek and epok-epok fazly cooked.then played some taiti and then took pictures.it will be uploaded soon.too lazy to do it now.after all the camwhoring, we took the skyride and luge.skyride and luge is $10 dollar per head.skyride was scary.it was uber high..but me yana and faridz sang the 'bobual lah sorang' song.and fazly just laughed.rizal,irwan and farhan was behind us and they were trying to make us scared.but halfway i feel no longer scared.
then we played the luge.it was quite a long line but we lined up.faridz's ticket dropped at the grass below which is very high frm where we were standing.*i have difficulties in explaining just try to understand.*we were standing on a bridge and the ticket fell.luckily when he went to the counter new tickets were given.when we were lining up,irwan,fazly and rizal boast about who's cming in first. then its our turn to do the lugey ride.YEAHOO!the instructor teached us how to use the thing and when rizal was being taught i just wanted to roll on the floor and laugh.i can see that the guy was irritated.the person ased rizal to pull the handle behind and stay thre but rizal let it go.hahhaa.and he keeps doing that.at last we were off.me from being last became third.and irwan, fazly and rizal came after me.hahahhaha!tu lah boast lagik..it was seruisly fun.
hope u two got ur problems solved and are still together stronger.:)
and as for me i've still not studied for f &n test
toodles dickheads.:)
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♥so insecure
Saturday, August 16, 2008 12:49 AM /
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heyho.at neneks house todayyy.felt quite irritated just now.as i waited for faridz at the busstop for 45 mins.and when the 171 bus arrived, i saw him nicely sleeping in the bus and didn't alight at the busstop.so i went up and called him several times and at last he had to patah balik.:)anyways had SS test and Chemistry mock test today. i think both pprs im gonna fail.im not being pessimistic or anything but looking at how i do it,its obvious.SS paper is super difficult but the essay qn was okay except for the second essay qn.chemistry is a sure fail as i had no idea what i was doing and i didnt study properly..oh well.after the paper walked back home and got to work.cleaned the house and out of the house otw to neneks.tmr cuzzies and me going sentosa tgther with yana and fazly.hope it will happen.:)*monday F&N test on food commodities and i gotta study for it.and oh shit i have tons of hmwrks to finish.oh golly gosh gosh.hurhur.bye dear readers.:)Labels: ♥ oh golly gosh gosh:))
♥ im missing my brother.
Thursday, August 14, 2008 6:55 PM /
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heyho dickheads:))
my brother just left from the house otw to the airport.if ur wondering why,he is flying to brunei for a year for NS.i wonder why the people didnt want them to fly during the weekend like friday night or saturdat nite.that way maybe i will be able to send him.and they even made them have a 2 in the morning flight.reallyy wierd and i donte know why they do that.dini said nevermind that i wonte be sending him.he say he would rather want no one to send him.(okay my english is totally corrupted.but who cares?im too sad to bother)but i know deep inside he wouldn't want to be alone.so my father,mum,kristal and me sent him till downstairs until he took the cab.i was gonna cry but i hold back.when i reach hme i broke dwn.otw up,i saw my father sad face.i know he feels like crying but he is hiding the sad face till dini took the cab.i noe my father will miss him like me.i swear he look sad.my father is the type who doesnt show all his feelings in front of his children but i know he love us.i guess i misunderstood it all bfre.but now i understand him quite well.i hpe dini will have a safe flight thre and would always be online everytyme im online.i seriusly miss him.oh well...i just hope hes alright!:)i hope time flew fast without me knowing it.
anyways was late this morning.first tyme in this year im late.:)have to take two tests tmr.chemistry and SS.and yes!i got my prelim SS results and ive got 29/50.im feel happy getting that score eventhough its not and A1.it difficult to pass it okayy.
okay im gonna dwnload songs that i want and put it in my brother 4 gb thumbdrive.yeahoo..after dwnloading im gonna STUDYYYY..i feel guilty of not studying properly.hurhur.
oh well.toodles my dear readers.(if theres any):))
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♥insecure:))
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 10:15 PM /
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heyho people.
tmr there will be SS mock test and i hope to be able to take it on fridayy.i noe its diff to take two ppr in a day but whus cares.i want to see dini.its saddening enuf of not able to send him to the airport.but i will called hym bfre i sleep.i will surely cry.i dunno.i just cante bear letting any of my brothers or sister to go abroad.i want them to feel safe u noe.anyhoos,stop all the emoshitting here.
had ss for 5 periods.crazy isn't it?i was bored to death but managed to get thru it.heard frm mr ng i pass my SS.YEAHOOO!it feels great to be able to pass.but he said i have to improve on my essay.oh yes i will.anything to pass SS.
currently dwnloading songs and also accepting songs frm cuzzie.i gonna collect as much songs and burn it to a disc so as not to waste space in the computer.bfre dini go i need to ask him to teach me how to burn a lot of songs in one disc.
and also i need to start saving mny.planned to bring bread with nutella to skul.and SAVESAVESAVE!and once dini gone i gotta start tpping up myself i guess.and my prepaid is gonna be low too.i gotta top up too.
bye!
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♥ fall for you.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008 6:47 PM /
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im currently playing fall for you by secondhand serenade on repeat.i love this song.this is the first time im listening a secondhand serenade song that has drums in it.now it sounds more nicer.anyways.visit nenek in the hospital.neneks getting better.headache acted up all day long.i just dunnoe why im getting frequent headache.theres some commotion that happen.all that phone calls in the mrt made me lost for a while.i wasted my mrt card for no reason.seriusly i was crying and i noe its horrible.well u cante control feelings.anyways i just have to let go.been a long tyme since i cried. :)when i reached home, took two panadols and force myself to sleep to heal those headaches.i just know i gotta chnge.not sure how and why but im big enuf to be independent.i will.anyhoos.asha and nandthini got good results in their results and im happy for them.how i wish im that good for my mt.oh i wish i wish.but its very difficult uh.well i will try hard then.dini will be gone for a year to brunei.i will miss him oh so much.it is quite saddening that he willl not be here for hari raye and also for my n level results.hes a brother im quite close to but he gone to brunei.hmph.i will surely miss him.when i send him to the airport i will surely cry.if a few weeks nvrmind uh but for a year.he will be leaving in two days tyme.i will miss him very much.oh well.cry.i guess i have hmwrk to finish.i think i shld get on with it.bye.im feeling low since yesterday.i just cante help it.Labels: ♥ i dun wan him to go.
♥im missing it myself!
Monday, August 11, 2008 4:14 AM /
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they make my problems fly away.
they are my sweetest drug.
heyho bitches:))gonna go to the hospital ltr.hope neneks is feeling well!
im feeling freaking hungry and hadnt had a proper breakfast and lunch.
school gonna start back again tmr and im still back on hmwrk.ahhhhh!but luckily maths is done.yeahooo!
oh well gonna eat first and get ready really soon.
toodles my dearies.:)))
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♥saturday's outing
Sunday, August 10, 2008 4:02 PM /
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here are some of the pictures we took yest.:))i had lots of fun yest.first we met at the yishun mrt.saw lots of ytss students.took the train and went to vivo first.shared money to but chocolates and sweets at candy empire.candy empire sure makes lots of money.seriously.$3.80 for 100g.walked along ths singapore river.mairah finally came after waiting for 3 hrs and we went to see the fireworks.damn those banglas.they touched amrit butt and i think eunice's one too.they think what touch and go uh.shithead uh.anyways.after watching the fireworks we head on the seat on the graa in front of the victoria hall.and reshmi was asked for her number by two guys.chey!saw rizal and lambai at him tpi dier mcm buat bodoh only.ape jethen asha was upset due to some reason.guys uh.ayermak.makes mood decrease.tried to make asha hapy and head to burger king..after that walked to the mrt sttion and waited for ferra.took some pictures and then took the mrt home.reach-ed home and layed on my bed and it took me to lalaland.it was a tiring and fun day.we shld go out mor often u noe.hurhur.oh yeah.happy belated birthday singapore.im proud to be one!Labels: ♥i ♥ s'pore.do you.
♥ i feel fine now.
Friday, August 8, 2008 4:58 PM /
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hello people.nenek was admitted to hospital again.haiz.im really worried bout her and wish to visit her but my buscard is broke but ill try to find a way.boohoo.anyways national day celebration was okay.but it ended quite early though.the ending part was throwing the ballons and i did.it was fun.hurhur.tmr going to see the fireworks and i feel super elated that im able to go.many are able to go but still durga is not.i mean not confirmed.im still deciding whether i shld go esplanede from neneks huse or from yishun.but it depends on whether im able to visit neneks or not.while waiting for my sister to call i tink i should read a book or smthing.this is quite a short post but oh well at least i blogged.ToOdles my dear people.:)Labels: ♥ i love my V club.they make laugh my stomach out.
♥shutup lahhhhh!diam!understand diam!
Thursday, August 7, 2008 8:07 PM /
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[edited pic of me and my dear cuZZies]we were bored to death!we were fooling around lah dey!
anyways school was fun today.my besties made me laugh like hell and i feel like any min im going to burst.english lesson was a free lesson as the teacher didnt come to school as usual.urgh!super irritating.
saturday outing is a confirmation thing.however,some of them are still unsure whether they are able to go.ayermak.
anyways now some motherfucker spoilt my mood and im too lazy to blog.i hate her fucking much.u get ur wish soon lah fuckhead!shutup lah bodoh!eh i said shut up rite.oh yah i forgot u dun understand english.fuck yrself lah.
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♥sometimes i feel so OUTDATED:)
Wednesday, August 6, 2008 7:50 PM /
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photos taken with cuzzies..
hello..havent been updating for a few days already as i was busy studying for my prelims.
overall, my prelim was okay.but the english paper was super difficult.malay was okay not that bad.but the social studies is quite difficult.im so happy watever ive learnt for SEQ came out.
planning on going to watch fireworks with friends on saturdayy but ill have to ask my father first.they better dun expect me to go home early.hahha.
oh well.i think ill go watch somemore whose line is it anyway?hahha..i dun want!!!!!!Labels: Benjamin joshua is uber handsome.♥